Past Lives

Chapter 4

Present Day

I was frozen, so shocked I couldn’t move and I seemed to have the same effect on him too because he didn’t say a word or move an inch, but his eyes only got colder which I didn’t even think was possible.

“What are you doing here?” he said it with so much hate I actually flinched, I opened my mouth to speak but nothing came out and so chole spoke up for me

“Sir, she’s your new personal assistant” his face twisted in disgust

“What happened to Evelyn?”

“She quit last week sir, I wrote you an email explaining it to you and carrying you along the whole time didn’t you get it?”

“No” he said still glaring at me

“get out!” he said to me. I tried to move but I was frozen in place still in shock.

Chole started “but Sir…”

but I didn’t wait for her to finish talking when I bolted out of the room finding my way to the nearest bathroom, I immediately went into a stall and burst into tears at the memory of that night, the day my world turned up side down, never to remain the same again.

6 years Ago

It was the night of our prom and Jake and I have being together for months now and so I was he was my date, I blushed at the memory of us announcing our relationship to our family and friends, they weren’t surprised and we had their full support, especially our moms, I am preety sure I saw a tear of two.

Even though Jack and I have being together for months we have being taking it slow and we haven’t had s*x yet so yes, I was still a virgin and I know its cliché but I would love today to be my first and I was excited and nervous, we didn’t discuss it so I don’t know how he would react when I initiate it.

I put on my blue drees and underneath it I had a sexy lungerei and grabbed my clutch, we had reserved a room to spend the night in, I went downstairs and saw our moms fawning all over him, I giggled at the sight but I didn’t blame them, it was rare to see Jake in a suit.

They turned now all staring at me, Jane, Jakes mom pulled out a camera while my mom reached for the tissues wiping her tears which made emotional too, and Jake looked in awe which only made me blush even more, he then approach me with the broach that matched his blue tie, he put it on and gave me a kiss.

Then he whispered in my ear “you look beautiful” and I whispered back “thank you” our faces inches appart. Then I head my mom say

“Aww look at them, so grown now” which made us both blush then we said our goodbyes after a lot more pictures and we were on our way to the dance.

I got a text from Emily asking where I was, I told her we were on our way and then she sent a text that said gooduck with a wink emoji, she knows about my plans and I also asked for tips which was just emberasing but I would admit was also useful.

“What are you smiling about” he asked leaning over to peek at my messages “Stop” I said giggling and taking my phone out of view “and focus on the road” I said. We pulled into the venue which was a hotel and it was packed with students and luxurious cars, he parked at the entrance opened my door and held my hands as we walked to the entrance of the dance.

Even though it has being weeks since we’ve being together, we were still getting stares from our schoolmates, not minding their stares we went into the hall and went to find our table, I met Emily at the table and we got some drinks and started dancing.

“Are you nervous?” Emily said yelling over the music “Of course I am, but mostly excited” I replied then she gave a drink and said “Here, this should help with your nerves” I took it smiling and downed the drink and continued dancing.

After hours of dancing I was tired and sited just watching everyone dance, and reflecting on the past year, and how amazing it has being, I was graduating as class president and I was now with Jake after spending years of pretending I was just a friend and not being in love with him, but not any more I the love of my life.

Even thought this chapter of Highschool was coming to an end, I knew our story was just beginning.

We were going to take a break after school, move to the city together to build a life together and I was looking to it. I felt arms wrap around me from behind and I immediately knew it was Jake “Hello beautiful” he whispered in my ears as he swayed my body from side to side

“Hello love” I replied “want to get out of here?” he asked making my heart race “Yes” I replied.

We got to our hotel room and Immediately started making out, I could barely think as I felt his hands on my thigh going higher and higher cupping my ass and lifting me off the ground, he placed me on the bed and hovering over my body.

He starts kissing me neck slowly going down my body, I could feel his hot breath on the perks of my boobs then he started sucking and nibling making me moan softly, I was already wet and we were just getting started.

I could feel his hardness through his jeans and I wanted him inside me, I wanted him now.

“Take it off” I said to him, tugging his trousers off and he obliged helping me take off the rest my clothes and now we were both naked, It was the first time I was seeing him fully naked and I was so turned on, I looked at his member that was hard and throbbing and I got a little scared, Would I be able to take it? I knew my first time would hurt so I was worried.

As if sensing my fear he took my chin in his hands, giving me a little kiss he said “Don’t worry I’ll be gentle”

I gently laid fully on my back, fully submitting my self to him, He entered me, fitting slowly at first and my breath caught in my throat making me gasp for air, and then he picked up the pace, moving faster and faster until we both reached our peak.

We both laid on our back, our bodies intertwined both letting the euphoria wash over us.

“s**t” he said

“What?” I asked

“We forgot to use protection” Oh s**t that’s true we were told so wrapped up in each other that we forgot

“don’t worry I’ll take the morning after pill” I said “Okay” he replied looking visibly relaxed.

I definitely want to have kids with him someday in the future but definitely not today.

I fell asleep that night feeling safe and excited for our future together, but when I woke up what I though was a romantic night and a night filled with promises and love would turn to the worst night of my life.