The Summer break

The finals were over free for good but weighed down by him, brought out the phone to check for messages but none from him.Heart broken but no one to tell cause it was all a secret from the start. Three whole years but no memories to hold onto just there in the Name of being a girlfriend at least was there in name not to the public. Lauren junked her back to reality and asked if they could go on cause she was acting weird enough, claimed everything was on track and moved on with her friends Lauren and Audrey.Had fun and played along cause was too stern to be swayed away but still affected. Finally the night was over but still long ahead, when his message came in as good evening and not congratulations.Then it hit her that she was only taking up space and nothing else, but all along he only saw her as someone childish and could not take on being naughty, so he kept things cool afraid of hurting her.Just having her by his side and not someone else is enough he thought.She yearning for what he refuses to give her, he afraid of hurting her.