Soundtrack - Terrible Things (Mayday Parade)
[Cirin...]
I have no words to describe the expression I'm now seeing from his face. He is affected, yet since I cannot clearly distinguish these emotions, I do not know if I should be glad...or maybe not. Right now, I'm guessing he might be lonely. Unfortunately, it is a loneliness that is not dedicated for Cirin, but for Nami. Really, curse this name!
Meanwhile, I can't stop these stupid tears from leaking out of my stupid eyes. They are uncontrollable....and really painful. It is definitely not funny that the reason of these tears is obliviously in front of me. There's no way I'll let him know. I just cannot with this situation. A part of me is saying, I deserve all of this. A part of me is personally punishing herself. Oh God, falling in l
