Today would be the first Christmas I would spend without having Courtney around me. I didn’t know what to feel in all honesty, because emptiness was the only dominant feeling I ever had since our fall out. Should I be sad? I was really broken-hearted. In fact, a binge-ate all of the Ben & Jerry’s ice cream inside the parlour. The lady cashier almost cried for me.
I did not mind her though.
Every scoop was coated with a bitter aftertaste. Ice creams always tasted sweet but how come they tasted bitter whenever I pushed them at the back of my throat?
My grandma was moved to a day care for older people and would be staying there for the rest of her life. It was a relief for both my mother’s and my part because changing her diapers wasn’t part of my books. I disliked her in general, that’s a
