LOVE AND HATE..

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"Don't let the past blackmail your present and ruin your beautiful future." it's been weeks since I was put in jail for the death of my wife which was occurred as an accident. I can't forget the all what unfolded in the presence of my daughter. She not only hate me for my past but also for the death of her mother. Every night I have nightmares which I don't remember when I wake up but it made me scream and cry in reality. Kira should have killed me like she did to Micheal. At least my wife will still be alive and my daughter won't have to hate me eternally. I have nothing to live for anymore cause am already dead to those I can die for. WHY! WHY!! WHY KIRA!!! Hardin suddenly shout while bursting into tears after several thoughts. The next morning, a prison guard rang the alarm causing other guards to assemble in Hardin's cell. He was found dangling from the pieces of clothes he used to hang himself. During the evacuation of Hardin's body, officer Dan saw a piece of paper which looks like a letter on the bed and behind it says, " to kira. He quickly place the note inside his pocket without anyone noticing. You know I can't meet with you at day time I was too busy to call you either. Dan said as he stretch out a cup of coffee to kira. What's new with the boys? She asked This morning, Hardin was found dead in his cell. He committed suicide. how cowardly of him, chosing the easy way out, I expected him to fight back I mean that has always been his personality, cocky and stupid, he had people looking for me, I didn't expect him to give up so easily. Kira said Well, while getting his stuffs out of the cell, I found a note which was directed to you. Handing her the letter which he picked. She opened it and it reads: " I made a mistake which I regret and now I can't even forgive myself for it. I did hurt you in the past and it ruined your life as a person. I can't curse you for your vengeance and you must be happy after all you've done. My daughter will not only grow hating her father but also without me nor her mother by her side. Revenge you seeked but innocent lives you ruined. Live with it if you can kira, just as I have lived struggling with the past." You're crying kira. Dan said in shock wondering what is written in the letter. My revenge got me Dan. She said amidst tears. Dan if you were me, would you have done anything differently? uhmn Dan couldn't answer that question, puzzle about what to say. I don't know Kira, I don't know if I would have done anything differently, I mean what the did to you was pure evil but it's also true that the were young and stupid, am not Justifying their actions or yours, you have been through so much Kira, you have suffered alot and even when you escape that hell hole, you suffering didn't stop, you carrying this much hate till makes you their slave, but you see revenge is one thing, ruining an innocent life is another. you think the deserve to be happy? free and just to forget what the did to me? you think I should have forgiven them and move on with my life? you think I should have acted more maturely, is that what you're saying Dan?? Not at all Kira, the all deserve what's coming for them, the did you wrong Kira, and I am surprise you're till here, trust me you're bravest girl I know but you till don't see, after all this I would need you to leave this country, I have prepare a passport and Somethings for you to start a new life there, no turning back and mourning over the past. There's till one left Dan. would you be able to harm him, Kira you guess have some history beyond this revenge, I am sorry to say this, but you were deeply in love with him, you did everything to please him and to get close, so even mistook it for you going for darred. you put up with so much just to be close to him, he didn't even acknowledge you but till yet you waited, can you harm him Kira? Love? I have no emotions what so ever, his punishment is far worst than the rest, I will humiliate him in every single possible way, he ruined me, he contributed to what I am today and I wouldn't forget that for whatever reason. I wish we could go back to the past and fix all these things that have been broken, I don't even want to think about it, sometimes I feel like I deserve whatever the did to me, I feel like it's all my fault, I should I have listened to her but instead I was too blinded by love I lost everything, it's my fault, it has always been my fault.
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