THE STORY...
it's because of Temptation desire is born, it's because of desire greed is born, it's because of greed selfishness is born".
I couldn't scream, couldn't shout, couldn't cry
I watch as they stare at me with lust filled eyes,
I watch as the strip me naked with their hands,
I am being use like a toy, Sitted bare footted on the ground, I knew there was no way to escape,
I accepted my faith maybe I am meant to end this way,
I watch as the all assaulted me one by one, All seven of them each taking turns to f**k me, shoving their d***s inside my mouth, I watch as they crab my hair while whipping me from behind, I watch! I wanted it to stop,I wanted to escape, I wanted to scream, but my eyes have become too empty to care, my throat have become to sore to scream, my body have become to numb to even move I...I.....I just layed there and watched.
Eventually the torture stop but what could I do, I have lost everything my dignity, my pride, my life in just one night! I lost and all I could do was just watch I tried to cry but even my tears have given up on me! my eyes got heavy as I felt my conscious slowly leaving me all I could do was just to watch! I watch, and watch till I couldn't anymore!
When you were the perfect sister, I was just another burden, When you were the perfect daughter, I was just another one of their mistakes, when you were the perfect friend, I was just another stranger.
Every time I see you smile, I feel like I am being stick with pins and needles in my heart, Every time I see you laugh, I feel like someone lights a match right in the middle of my chest, Every time I see you win, I feel like I am being strangeled to death. It's not your fault that you were born perfect, or that our parents love you more, All you ever do was to be kind to me, (uhm) Now I don't know if I hate you or love you, Well it's too late now to be asking for forgiveness, You where burning (shinning) so brightly I just had to extinguished you.
Then why didn't you just kill me?
Kill you? Then you wouldn't have felt my pain, my loneliness, my sleepless nights, my aching hearts, now you would know what it feels like to be abandoned, to be lonely, to be betrayed, now you will know how it feels to always be compared to someone?
You psycho, I have always love you, showered you with love and care, gave you everything I had, everything I owned, I cherished even the foot you step in, I have never neglected you not even once, our parents love us all equally, you're just attention seeking b***h, you want everything to go your way, even Darred.
Shut up, you slut you took him away from me, he's suppose to be mine, with me you wouldn't have known him if I haven't Introduced him to you, you knew I loved him but till yet, you took him away from me. Love? Is this what you call love, I didn't even know that Darred liked me, even though I did I wouldn't have accepted him but till yet, you blame me because he dumped you, when all those time you were just insecure about yourself. I knew this is about him, but you have the mind to do this to be, I am your sister, your blood! I stood by you through thick and thin, and you did this me to me, because of some boy? Why so heartless? Why???
Did you know what the did to me? You ruin my life!!! Now it's your turn, to watch as I take everything away from you, it's your turn to feel the pain I felt, helplessness, anger, despair, it's your turn to beg, it's your turn to crawl, I will ruin you and everything you ever loved. because I didn't forgive and I will never forget.
