"When what you hear and what you see don't match, trust your eyes."
It been 2months since I left home, running away from my life and anything that has to do with the past, I can never forget what she did to me. but when I remembered what I, what we did to her, I can't help but feel like I deserve it, I really want to end my own life but I am so much of a Coward I don't even have the courage. I heard that Michael and Justin are dead while Kyle and Ethan are being blamed for their deaths, I can't help but tremble in fear, I can't leave my house, I can't sleep I don't know what to do anymore? what if she's coming for me? is she going to kill me too? gosh I don't know what to do anymore, I pace around my bedroom should I contact them I mean Hardin and the rest. but I am scared but if she's aware and try too harm me? I can't protect myself, I can't even ask my dad for help without telling the truth or him finding out, that can't happen, I am already a disappointment to him I wouldn't want to add to the list, what I did in the past should remain buried in the past. but now that my past have come for me, what do I do? who do I run too? I just hope she wouldn't find me here and focus on the rest, I mean she have hurt me enough already, castrating me and ruining my life. f**k f**k f**k I screamed what do I have too do to get out of this mess??
What's that? I heard a strange noise coming from the toilet, is it Jim? Jim is my bulter he's staying with me in my villa, I needed someone to keep the house neat and also send errands, it should be him cleaning the toilet but it's very late and I definitely didn't see him coming in,
Jim, Jim I scream, trying to get his attention or aleast hear a word stating his is the one, but till I am left with no response, I know I am being paranoid but I can't help but fright because of the lastest happenings, it could be that I am just hearing or over imagining things again, I lay down on my bed f**k this is getting frustrating...
krrr....krr...crkkk what the hell? what's this noise, Jim is that you? but I got no response, I summon the courage to go towards the bathroom opening the door, I pim inside hoping to see someone in, but to my greatest surprise it was empty nobody was inside, what the hell, I stepped inside and take a look around but it was empty, how's that possible I thought, I knew what I heard or am I mistaken....
D.I.E.....i heard a whisper what the hell is that, D.I.E, who's that? Jim are you playing a prank on me? I shieverd, my hands fill with goosebumps what the hell, who's saying that?? D.I.E.. DIE.. DIE ...DIE... DIE ...DIE.. DIE who's saying that please stop arhhhhhghh I yelled someone was whispering in my ears, I am alone but I feels like a thousand people is in this room with me staring at me! what's going on!
I got up from the ground desperately trying to escape from them, I don't want to be here anymore, but the door seemed to be lock I remembered not locking the door when I came in then how comes it's lock!!!
Open goddamn it,I struggle trying desperately to get out of here, i suddenly I felt a tap on my shoulder, oh no what is that? I turned slowly only to see the most horrifying scene in front of me, I..t ..it...it Kira back then when we where in high school here clothes is all bloody and her face bruised she's staring at me this is impossible how is she..
I am sorry please don't harm me, please I am.so...rry, I didn't mean it for...give me, please I am sorry, I was lure into it by frie...nds, don't hurt me ple...ase..
I will kill you, I will kill you, I will kill you, I WILL KILL YOU....
No o please she grabbed my neck, strangling me ple...ase..I...am..sor..ry... arg..hh...help...he...lp
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boss boss boss are you okay?
what I look around discovering I am till in my room? how's that possible I remember that I was in the bathroom and then..n Kira...ra..
She's here she's here, she's going to kill me she's going to kill me get me out of here please get me out of here...
Calm down boss no body is here, you were sleeping and all of a sudden I saw you struggling, are you okay? Jim asked
but she's here just now in the bathroom, she tried to kill me, she's coming after me I shouldn't have hurt her me, I shouldn't have....
but there's no one here Sam, just you and me, it seemed like you had a bad dream what are you thinking about that have you so restless this past few days??
She's here I pro...mise I am tell..ing the truth, how did I end up here? What's happe..ning, I just saw he.re..
what's wrong? you have to tell me so I can help you okay, I am only a bulter but I have served your family for long and I see you as a son, taking pills won't solve your problem maybe I can help, who's Kira and why is she after your life?
it's nothing am fine, now just go and leave me alone I need to think, Sam said
Alright just Know that I am here for you if you need to talk or confined in someone. Jim replied, walking out of the room.
What just happened? I know what I saw, and I wasn't hallucinating or was I ? what is going on with me? should I get more pills?? I don't know what's happening anymore... am I going to end up this way?