Marked

Catori...◇ "Why are you doing this?" "Because it feels good!" "No... it hurts." "No, it hurts YOU!" I am only half lying... it hurts me, too... but for some reason, the pain adds to the pleasure I get from betraying the bond. Ugh. The bond. I used to be like all the other girls who couldn't wait to meet their mates and only be satisfied by them for the rest of their lives. But then I met Demetric. Demetric was more of a man than any other that I had encountered. And his wolf was indeed a sight to behold. I can remember the first time I saw him... ********** "Is there something that intrigues you?" He said as our eyes connected. I was suddenly too shy to speak. This man. This beautiful man who stood before me made me feel things in places that I had only ignored before. He was all of 6 foot 7 and 300 lbs of pure muscle, although what attracted me to him was his oddness. Demetric is albino. His pale skin would put snow white to shame, and his hair is something a woman would spend hundreds for yet could never obtain. But his eyes... those crystal clear eyes just dove into my soul and laid anchor in the deepest depths. If this isn't what the mate bond feels like... then I don't want it. "You seem quite sure of yourself..." I spoke assertively, trying to hide my obvious arousal. "With all due respect, love..." My knees almost buckled, "I can smell your excitement from here." Damn, his wolf sense of smell. "I'm sure your senses are failing you unless the smell you're referencing is that of the alpha bloodline." I'd expected a response... but he provided none. "You may want to remind yourself of that in the future." And then he laughed. "Oh love, look at you flaunting your un-acquired Alpha status. What are you? 14? 15?" "I'll be 16 on the next full moon if you must know." "Why are you telling him this? He could r**e you?" Maybe I want him to? "As I figured. Look, pup, unless you want to sully your alpha line with a very capable omega, I suggest you run home. " "An omega... I knew I smelled lowlyness on him. " "Sir, if you wish to keep your lowly title and not be banished, I suggest you learn to speak with your superiors!" Again, he laughed before he roared through the night and shifted right in front of me. I attempted to step back, but he was on me before I could get the thought across. And then he was hovering over me, canines on full display while I was flat on my back. One lick to my ear, and I was flooding my underwear. Obviously satisfied with himself, he backed off before shifting back and leaving me there in my thoughts. Horny and wanting. His naked form was beautiful but nowhere near as beautiful as that pure white wolf that would haunt my thoughts forever. ********** "Can you not think of your son? Would you want him to do this to his mate?" "Jesus! Shut up!" Finally, she retreated. It's been harder and harder to keep her at bay recently, and I am not sure why. "Hello, love..." His voice alone sends sparks through my body that Benny never could. "What can I do for my lovely Luna today?" "I think you know what I want... what I need..." "Of course I do," He grinned and came up behind me, "but I love to hear you say it..." "I guess I'll just leave... You know I won't beg." I turned to walk away, but he caught me by my elbow and spun me into his chest. "Darling... why pretend to be so hard to get. We both know that as soon as I touch you, you'll beg me not to stop." And this is the problem. He was already touching me. It was just a tiny, non-intimate touch, but he was right... "Dem... please." I always end up begging him. ********** Benny...♧ "It's not supposed to be this way," "I know..." "I'm not sure you do... the bond, it can not be betrayed this way. It's not possi-" "I told you, all that goes out of the way when the blue moon curse is a factor. She can and... and is doing whatever she wants. With whomever she wants. But I can not continue to endure this pain. This is too much for me to bear alone!" "You are not alone..." "Yes... we are." I knew it wasn't his fault that he couldn't understand. I was born human... the mate bond is new to me. He is a wolf spirit... and the mate bond is what he lives for. So no, it wasn't his fault. If anything, it was mine. Had I not been so consumed with the supernatural... had I not gone looking for trouble, I may have never found it. Mom had told me stories about the wolves... if I had been smarter, I would have listened to her. But I didn't. My mom was rare... she was mated to my father, a werewolf. But she was a human. She was lucky enough to be born on the night of a rare blue moon. Little did she know that by no fault of her own, she would be destined to turn her back on everything she knew. Everything she wanted. Everything she loved... But that's what she did... until she met my father. He swept her off of her feeble human feet and submerged her into a world of magic and mysticism that she and he both came to realize... they wanted nothing to do with. Wolves are dangerous, greedy... and hungry for power. At least, that's what they always told me. It was the reason they decided not to have an heir... they purposefully planned my conception when they were both in human form, meaning no matter how hard I tried... I would never be a wolf. That was the plan, at least. Leave it to me to show up late to my own birth. Three days earlier, my entire life would have been different. Three days earlier, I would not have been born on the night of the blue moon. Three days earlier, and I never would have been fated to her... She was the most beautiful woman I had ever seen, and I immediately knew she was more. Her intelligence far surpassed her beauty. "You're my mate." She said it as if it was a question. "That's not possible!" I admit I was hurt, but I understood. She was meant to give birth to the next alpha, yet her mate was human. "I don't understand, I-" I didn't plan on kissing her, but I had to prove my theory. If I kissed her, then as her mate, she would be unable to deny her feelings. When she deepened the kiss, I knew she did. And when she slapped me... I fell in love. She raised her hand to slap me again, but I prevented her from doing so by capturing her hand with mine. I wish I could put into words the way that just holding her hand made me feel, but I would have to invent new words in order to do so. For a moment, we stood there frozen in time with her hand in mine, yet she could not meet my eye. Weaving our fingers together, I placed my free hand under her shirt and landed on the small of her back before I drew her close to my chest. She closed her eyes as she arched her back, gasping at the intimate touch before opening her eyes to meet my stare. She felt it. There was no doubt about that. And then, with her free hand, she finally managed to slap me again. There was no pain, only an immense pleasure... my c*** attempting to burst through my pants. She looked down to see what she was doing to me, and I watched as her pupils dilated before a flash of green sent me over the edge. Remembering that we were outside in a public place with eyes all around us, I pulled at her, trying to get her to follow me to a more private place. She hastily removed her hand from me, and it felt like I would collapse now that we were no longer touching. I stopped moving and turned to see her staring at her hand that was once laced with mine while her other hand rested against her stomach. I knew she felt the loss, too. Without saying anything, I offered her my hand, and though I could sense her hesitation, she smiled at me sweetly before accepting it. I quickly led her to my car before opening the passenger door and ushering her in. I was positively giddy, knowing that she would change my life for the better forever. I got in the car and started it before driving off, headed nowhere in particular. Neither of us spoke, though it seemed we both had much we needed to say. I had a million things running through my head that I wanted to ask her. Her favorite color, her hobbies, her likes and dislikes... Her name. But I couldn't bring myself to do so. After ten minutes of silence, she finally broke it. "Mate!" She spoke breathlessly, causing the situation in my pants to become even more pressing. For a second, I pulled my eyes from the road to steal a glance at her, and I was utterly in awe. Her eyes were fully green, glistening like emeralds, but she wasn't looking at me. She was looking at... me. That was all it took for me to pull off the road. I didn't even have time to turn it off before she hopped over the center console and seated herself directly on my lap, throwing her head back in ecstasy when she could feel me beneath her. I frantically adjusted my seat to accommodate her needs. My needs, as her lips collided with mine, setting every nerve in my body on fire. She rocked against me, moaning at the pleasure she was receiving from the friction she created. But that wasn't enough. She wanted more. Needed more. And as soon as she unzipped my pants, freeing my e******n from its fabric cage, she allowed herself to drop down onto it, replacing one cage for another... only this one I did not want to be freed from. Clothes walls replaced with wet warmth. It took everything in me to hold back. To restrain myself from emptying inside of her. The sounds and the scent of her and I swirling around us almost brought me to tears... And she never broke our kiss. Surely, I would need to breathe sooner or later, but I dare not withdraw. I could feel her walls rippling, so close to her release, causing her head to fall back, eyes closed, as a growl escaped her throat. I felt her claws in my back, but I didn't care. Honestly, when she removed them, I was more hurt, but then she used her blood dipped claws to rip off her shirt, allowing her glorious b****t to greet me proudly. Something came over me. I had but a moment to search her eyes, asking for permission that I knew I no longer needed. As soon as I saw that flash, I pulled her into me and pulled her hardened n****l between my teeth... and bit her as hard as I could. The cry she released as her body shook and convulsed above me would be the only sound I ever wanted to hear. Completely spent, her movements slowed, but she never stopped moving. The new slower pace she had set had me seeing stars as she clung to me for dear life, slowly bringing herself to the edge again. Knowing I was already there, I still pleaded to myself to wait. Wanting nothing more than to hear that beautiful sound again. She dropped her arms from my back and leaned back against the steaming wheel, allowing me to see how much she was enjoying me. She was beautiful. A goddess amongst mere mortals. So I told her. "You're so beautiful." And for the first time since they had first turned green, her eyes reverted, revealing their natural color... Brown. She looked at me, and a single tear made its way down her face before I lifted my hand to her face, allowing her to lean into it before I wiped her tear away with my thumb. I watched her eyes flash as she began to pick up the pace. Brown. Green. Brown. Green. I could tell that she was fighting with herself. Brown. Green. Brown... GREEN! Her eyes widened, signaling that her wolf had won, and then stretched out a claw ridden hand, piercing my skin in order to grab a handful of hair and yanking my head aside before sinking her fangs into my exposed clavicle, officially marking me and claiming as her mate. I may have blacked out for a bit, I had never felt such pleasure, and the surge of emotion was all too much for me to handle. When I opened my eyes, I realized that the sun had gone down, and she was still seated on my lap with me still inside of her. Her head rested on my chest. I ran my hand softly down her back, and she woke from the sparks, looking up at me with a smile before softly kissing my lips. "Catori." She offered. "Benny," I replied ********** I fell in love when she showed me her strength with that slap. I should have known from that moment that we were doomed. That's what we were. A toxic love. A consultant push and pull. Cat and mouse. Moon and sun. I would have given her the world if she'd asked me to, but she didn't. I would have given her whatever she wanted to keep her happy with me... but she wanted him. Every single time she was with him, I felt it. And she did, too. My wolf begged me to fight through it, but it was too much. So I erased her. I erased us. I erased him. I erased... Wait... who? What? Something I keep trying to remember.. ? How? If only I could remember... Remember... Oh lord... ... Ashton?