UNKNOWN SHADES of IDENTITY

Episode ONE: After closing the zip of my suitcase I took a deep sigh sitting on couch. I was reviewing in my mind and making sure that I have taken all essential things, accessories, clothes,shoes and Books in packing as I have to leave for hostel next morning. I was just reviving things in my mind when my eyes sae my all time favorite Novel "FIFTY Shades of GREY" on my side table. I had read this book a number of time BUT never fed up or tired of reading it.. OFF course Favorite things always have our heart.. Indirectly I am obsessed with this Book.....As I saw it lying on my side table I speedily ran towards it and picks it up.. First, I thought of putting it in my luggage but then I thought that I should read it during travel tomorrow.....I placed it back and look at my phone screen for knowing time.....HoAH......It's 11 O clock... I thought that I should sleep as early as possible because I have to travel One Hundred and swventy-five kilometers towards Downtown LAHORE in order to study in KIPS for preparation of MEDICAL AND DENTAL COLLEGE admission test AKA (MDCAT ). I had just passed out from my high school about one and half months ago BUT result is expected to be declared very soon SO, I paved my way towards KIPS for the preparation of this tough competitive exam.... I turned off the lights of my room and layed on bed and closed my eyes under blanket trying to sleep. I heared a sound like the bells ringing around the neck of buffaloes and cows in movies I first thought that it was a dream or nightmare as I was watching NETFLIX series extremely from past couple of weeks... But I heard it continuously I remove blanket from my face ,frowned and get up rub my eyes then I remembered that It was my alarm clock ringing which I had set last night in order to wake up early this morning... I lazily gets up with sleepy eyes ..Ahhh!!!! All time hated sound I murmur pressing the button above the alarm clock....Shut up now......I suddenly remove my blanket from lower body gets up brush my teeth wear my jogging shoes , connect my headphones with my cell phone and left home for morning jogging. At park track I met Hadi one of my old school fellow and neighbor too.After a lil bit chit chat during jogging with him I said goodbye to him and came back. As I entered home my MOM as usual scolded me and ordered me to get ready early and advicing me benefits of taking breakfast and disadvantages of not taking breakfast properly. After taking shower and doing lil bit done with my hairs and getting ready I came downstairs and have breakfast with all family members... After breakfast I said final Goodbye to all my cousins and family members...We use to live in joint family and My DAD passes away when I was in my school age So my uncle has taken responsibility of mine. He and his driver were going to drop me to KIPS hostel as my uncle has already got the hostel accommodation and get everything done already......... JEeEeeZ Christ!!!!!!! I have to travel a long way today.Anyhow I left my home saying goodbye to everybody.......I was sad and lil bit nervous too cuz I had never been far away from my home and family members before ever....BuT I have to fullfil and pursue my dream of putting Doctor before my name. SO, "TIT for TAT"...... "The more you want;THe most you have TO sacrifice for it "........... The roads were clear as we set off through highway. Our destination was KIPS JOHAR TOWN Campus Lahore..I opened the window of Car and capture some esthetics and snaps,then I started reading my favorite Novel which I had specially taken with me. I never understand that why I am so obsessed with the character and personality of MR.GREY instead of female lead character.Why for a man..... Even I myself is boy then why everytime this happens....I always unable to solve this query about my self..... "AM I A GAY"?------------ Stop it....I scolded my brain and thoughts .... What am I thinking......I raised my both eyebrows and take a deep breath........I giggled....... And smile on seeing the name of MR.GREY in sentence again....HOLY CRAP!!!! this man raising my imaginery standerds ...I don't know why....But why am I thinking about a male character.....WHY though???????? I asked myself....At last I closed the book and started looking out of window where green fields soothed my eyes with natural green sheet scenery....We stayed at small cafe for having brunch and Coffee and started our travel journey again.... At quarter to eleven we were at RAVI BRIDGE..The first sign of entering in Lahore......... LAHORE.....the "CITY Of LIGHTS" was beneath our vehicle.Ravi was flowing at its peak level. Big black birds,crows and Ravens were flying above the river. As we were crossing bridge smooth cotton like air collided my face through window gently pushing my puff backwards....That moment was so soothing and natural but after few minutes we were intermingled and lost in haphazard traffic noise and pollution..Net of roads , excessive blockage of traffic....It was June and temperature was rising to its peak level. Finally after travel of 45 minutes we were in front of KIPS. It's a wide and huge building with two floors,all red bricked ,steel and glass building; An architects utilitarian fantasy with K-I-P-S written discreetly in steel Over metal board with neon fluorescent bulbs over above the entry gate ...I revolved my eyes in all four directions and unintentionally my lips opened and I whisper: "IT'S INCREDIBLE "........ ***************** THE driver was putting my luggage out of the car because we have to walk to the hostel from here. I was totally fascinated and lost into the scenery of KIPS when uncle's voice broke the chain of my thoughts. HARRY !honey it's time to go to Hostel come on let's go my son..I came back from the world of thoughts into original ones and carry my shoulder bag on my shoulder and followed my uncle after him.We Headed towards hostel which was on the backside of KIPS.There was a round track like pathway around the building which connects academy to the hostel. After the walk of 5 minutes we were in front of the hostel I stepped up the two stairs and entered into hostel.There was a big corridor and long rows of rooms facing each other.There was a separate room with wooden plate nailed outside that room writen 'Warden office "on it . After completion of some paperwork and clearing the dues he gave us a key and said ROOM NO#16 Sir.....As my uncle stepped with me the warden said : you are not allowed to go into the room Sir.Guardians or parents are not allowed next from here. But how will I carry this so much stuff upstairs...my room was on first floor... Guard will help you in carrying your stuff... So we said final Goodbye here outside office and my uncle left.Goodbye uncle..... Goodbye honey.take good care of yourself and have meals on time.He advised and left for home. After few minutes I was following guard carrying my two suitcases while third one was in my hand.It was so heavy to carry cuz I already have shoulder bag on my shoulder.I was stepping slowly following the guard Carrying shoulder bag on my right shoulder and suitcase in same hand while holding novel in left hand I was stepping up. I hardly or barely had stepped half of stairs when boy coming from front bumped into me.........in such a careless way that book in my hand drops down on Lower stairs and I completely unbalanced and suitcase drops down..OH s**t!!!! I almost screamed. I-----I am really sorry... really very sorry I was in phone.the boy apologize and hastily picks up my book and suitcase from stairs...I balanced and maintained my self and without looking at him I enlonged my arm to take back my suitcase but he handed over book to me but not suitcase saying that:LET me Help you! Please come...he waved his hand... I can carry myself... Thank you...I said...but he denies saying that No....let me help you...It's not much heavy I can carry it at all...I said. Same..No problem at all so let me help you...I raised my left eye brow in rage but controlled myself.... Anyhow he carries my suitcase and start stepping up....As we reached at first floor he turns around and asked..... ROOM NUMBER?????I can carry myself from here... Thank you so much... saying this I tried to take my suitcase from his hand but he holds it strongly.....and said..... Leaving Things or work incomplete is not my thing....so tell me the room number.he said softly.... And taking help from strangers is completely out of my dictionary....I said raising my eyebrow and almost snatched my suitcase from his hand and headed towards my room....I opened the lock of the room...It was furnished room with one chair,study table and all other needs of daily use and window that Opens outside towards the ground but I can also see road outside the KIPS. I opened my luggage and started setting everything...I was f*****g tired after doing all this grind.Then I took ama shower and turns on A.C and layed down for sleep cause I really need it.I wake up when someone was knocking on my room door so hard that It was enough to woke up a person from hard sleep....I left my bed rubbing my eyes and as I opened the door the maid informed me bout mess to take it from the kitchen....I unpacked my crockery items and headed towards the kitchen... filled my plates as much I needes to eat and paved back towards room.... while I was going back to my room the same guy who Helped me in taking my luggage was coming......HELP???????? Was that help???A question arises in my hypothalamus.....NO.....NO......NO...... that was not help.... that was his punishment in return of his mistake of hitting with me....I was just thinking and stepping up stairs and heading towards my room when we both crossed each other in opposite directions...Me and hum looked at each other just for less than a second...As we crossed each other and he passes by I don't know why.....I looked back .....At same moment... same time....He also looked back.... COLLISION Of EYES CONTACT.... Our eyes collided....I suddenly move my head back straight..... What was that??? I question myself with a meaningless smile.....when I reached at door of my room I again looked back once but this time he has disappeared somewhere on the stairs............