Zayn
Three months of regret
I woke up every day asking myself why I even bothered
I stopped meeting dad, I did everything to avoid him no matter how hard he tried.
Alayna finally told me about her meeting with dad and it was surprising, yes but I wasn't upset as she had thought I would be
I guess I really wanted my family to accept her as theirs but that wish crumbled three months ago. Seeing as she was able to form a relationship with dad made me pleased.
I understood he wanted us to reunite, he wanted to make up for all the years he lost, the years he wasn't there as a father but I am scared...
Yes, scared
Scared of getting attached and then losing him...
That fear of losing the people who were meant to stay with me forever nearly cost me my relationship...
I unknowingly began
