Big Boss man

Still messing with my head

Walking back to the suit alone, I cant help but feel used.

Shane left me alone in the stairwell and went back to the party, making some lame excuse to leave.

What a crock of s**t.

I swore I wouldn’t let him do it again but here I am doing the walk of shame like a naughty teenager coming home from a night out.

The door springs open and out stumbles Marlene carrying her small suitcase.

“Oh god Rebel, I’m so sorry” she said

“Hay, its ok, whats going on” I ask concerned.

“It’s my dad Rebel, he’s had a Heart attack” she sniffs falling onto my body and me wrapping my arms around her.

“I’m so sorry Marlene” I reply stroking her back.

“Is there something I can do” I ask

“No, honestly Mr Langley has been amazing and arranged for my flights home” she answered picking up her bags from the floor.

“Do you need me to come with you” I ask

“No, god no, just stay and enjoy your break, My dads being taken for surgery, My mums freaking out, but you stay and enjoy yourself” she smiles

“Shall I walk you down” I ask

“No, I will be fine, just go and have a drink for me, god knows you look like you need it” she adds walking off in the direction of the elevator.

I close the door and head for the bar.

She’s right, I do need it.

Could tonight get any worse ?

I grab a bottle of vodka for now and one for... well now.

I smile and take both bottles into the bathroom were I turn on the shower and undress.

Fuck Mr Blue eyes.... and f**k his f*****g gorgeous body I smile to myself in the mirror before downing the first bottle with a hiss.

The shower is wonderful and refreshing.

One I’m done I exit the bathroom in search of another drink.

I walk into the lounge and get the fright of my life.

Shane is sat looking through his phone deep in thought.

I ignore him and walk into my bedroom to get dressed.

“Are you avoiding me” he asks standing in the door way waiting for me to drop my towel.

“Why would I be doing that?” I ask sarcastically.

“Because Of what happened in the stairwell” he replies.

“Nope, No issues here” I say pulling on my thong under my towel.

“Your mad at me” he muses

“Me... no” I say dragging out the last word.

“Look I’m sorry Ok, I’m a asshole” he implies.

“Yep,,, you are” I agree throwing a top over my head and walking up to my bed.

He pushes off the doorframe and smiles at me, totally amused at what’s happening between us.

“Do you need something” I ask climbing onto my bed.

“Me... No” he replies dragging out the last word as if to mock me.

“Good, now please shut the door on your way out” I ask laying down and covering myself up.

He comes over to the foot of the bed and looks down at me smiling.

Suddenly he yanks the covers clean off me and throws them across the room.

“What the hell” I yell at him.

“Your mad at me” he sighs

“Well I am now” I reply getting up onto my knees on the bed.

“How mad” he asks

“Look I don’t know what game this is,, but I’m not in the mood” I smirk

“No game” he breaths starting to undo his shirt slowly.

I look at him in complete shock.

“What are you doing” I ask watching his hands move down his buttons.

“Undressing” he replies smiling

“Well please don’t, and please leave” I cry with a slight wobble to my voice.

“Make me” he teases pulling his shirt from his body.

Damn this man is hot, like f**k me sideways hot.

“Shane please” I beg

He climbs on the bed and moves towards me making me move back.

“This isn’t fair” I add with my back now touching the head board.

He just keeps coming until he is inches from my face.

He tilts his head and licks his lips, making me look directly at his mouth.

“You want me” he asks seductively.

“I do not” I whisper.

“Your squeezing your legs together Rebel, telling me otherwise” he adds not taking his eyes off mine.

“Please” I whimper.

My body is on fire and I think I’m going to combust.

Suddenly he sits back away from me.

“Fine,, have it your way” he says letting out a deep breath.

I’m in total shock at what just happened.

“Ill leave you alone” he adds getting off the bed.

“Really....” I say in disbelief.

“What” he asks walking towards the door.

“Your gonna get me all fired up like that, and then just leave” I ask feeling pissed.

He shrugs his shoulders and open the door.

Not thinking straight, I pick up a pillow and throw it at his head.

He stops and turns to face me.

“I wouldn’t do that if I were you” he says with a dark tone that makes my inside curl.

He then turns to leave again so I throw another one making him stop for the second time.

He closes the door slowly and turns to face me.

“Oh your so gonna get it now” he breaths before moving across the room at me at full speed.

I squeal and try to fling myself off the bed but he is too damn quick.

He grabs my ankles and drags me down the bed towards him.

He yanks my thong off my body and rips my top making me cry out.

He is like a rabid beast that cant be stopped.

He takes my breasts in his mouth flicking his tongue against my hard n*****s.

“Ahhggg” I cry feeing him move down towards my now very wet p***y.

He wastes no time putting his mouth on me, working me over with his soft warm tongue.

“Shane” I cry not finding any other words.

He pulls on my thighs as I move and grind my hips against his tongue.

“Yes Rebel” he smiles against my swollen lips.

“I’m... going...to...” I cant finish my sentence.

“Come” he breaths making me tip over the edge and out of control.

I cry out over and over as he licks and sucks on my s*x, only stopping when he has had his fill.

“f**k you taste good” he smiles coming back up to meet my now embarrassed gaze.

He kisses me full on, dipping his tongue indie my mouth letting me savour my own juices.

He undoes his pants with one hand and slides himself deep inside me.

He feels so good, so big and so strong.

His chest feels nice pressed against my own.

There is nowhere else I wanna be right now.

He moves against me with big long strokes.

Grabbing my arms he hold my hands above my head and pulls himself in deeper.

He kisses me passionately pulling me by my hair in a desperate need to get closer.

He thrusts harder and faster rotating his hips around and around until he cant hold back anymore.

He fills me with a deep growl and collapses with his face resting on my chest,

I try to catch my breath as he calms his.

We lay like this for a while with me running my fingers down the soft skin on his back.

Him running his hands up and over my thigh.

I’m suddenly dog tired and I have a million and one questions I wanna ask but I don’t.

Climbing from under him I walk to the bathroom and clean myself up before coming back to my bed where Shane is now sitting.

He picks up my bed clothes from off the floor and lays them on the bed.

I crawl past him and lay my head on my pillow.

He covers me up and walks to the door.”good night Shane” I say yawning.

“Good night Rebel” he replies walking out of the room.

The next morning I wake in the same position I fell asleep in.

The apartment suit is deadly quiet and I cant help but wonder where Shane is.

So walking into the lounge I cautiously walk from room to room.

I open Shanes bedroom door quietly but to my surprise its empty and Shanes bed looks as though its not been slept in.

I walk to the kitchen area and see a note on the dining table.

Rebel, I have flown back to London early to deal with some family matters, please stay and enjoy your day, The car will pick you up at 6pm to take you to the airport, I will see you at work Monday morning.

Thinking of you....Shane x

Wow thats not a shocker at all. After all he has now f****d me Five times and every single time he has left me.

I don’t think my heart can cope much more if I’m honest.

I decide on a swim after breakfast.

The pool is fantastic and warm on my sensitive skin.

I see Henry come from the changing room and make a beeline for me.

“Well hello Miss Sterling” he smiles climbing into the pool.

“Hello yourself” I reply watching him closely.

Yes he is ridiculously hot and well I can see through his shorts that he is hung like a donkey.

“No Mr Langley” he asks leaning on the side of the pool.

“No, he left already” I say sounding far more pissed than intended.

“Shame” he smirks resting his head back on the tiled edge.

I smile and shake my head.

“Really” I ask looking at his face with his square jawline and soft stubble, he should be on a magazine cover.

“His loss, is my gain” he smiles but doesn’t look at me.

“How so” I ask

“Well now I can ask you out to dinner without stepping on anyone’s toes” he asks pushing himself away from the edge of the pool and coming close to me.

“I’m only staying till 6pm” I say watching him circle me like a great white shark about to pounce.

“So lunch then” he smiles dipping his chin under the water making his eyes sparkle in the reflection of the morning sun.

I nod but don’t speak.

I’m rooted to the spot unable to move. Floating aimlessly.

He stops behind me and plants the softest kiss on my neck sending shivers up my spine.

He swims to the other end of the pool and climbs out.

“Meet me in the dining hall at 1pm he smiles before walking out.

Well that was weird I think to myself.

I wait at the bar in the main dining hall for Henry to arrive and when he does I have to do a double take.

He is one of the hottest guys Ive ever seen but not a patch on how hot Shane is.

We order some wine and take our seats at a small table near the window.

“So” he smiles pouring me some wine.

“How long have you worked at Langleys” he asks putting the wine bottle down.

“Just over a month” I reply picking up my glass.

“Cheers” Says Henry clinking my glass with his.

“And how did you come to work for the charming Mr Langley” he asks titling his head and smiling.

“I was in need of a job and he gave me one...look what is your obsession with Shane” I ask leaning forward.

“My obsession” he laughs

“Yes, you seem awfully interested in him and what he’s been up to” I reply squinting my eyes at him.

“I’m sorry, please forgive me, I just hate to see another innocent woman succumb to his sickening charms” he answers sipping his wine.

“What does that mean” I ask getting defensive.

“Nothing, look I’m sorry” he adds reaching for my hand across the table.

“Forget I said anything ok” he smiles again as the waiter comes to take our order.

What did he mean by that comment?

And what does he mean innocent woman?

I head back up to my suit to finish packing my bags.

Henry left quite abruptly after lunch kissing me on both cheeks and saying goodbye.

The plot thickens.

The car collects me at 6pm on the dot and takes me to the small air field.

At least I get to travel home in style even if it is alone.

Once home I call Dillion and tell him all about me weekend, leaving out the parts of my crazy s****l encounters.

“I saw you on the front of a fashion magazine” he laughs

“Oh god I bet I looked horrific” I sigh.

“Actually mum, you looked beautiful” he adds making me feel loved.

I unpack my small case and pour myself a drink.

Ive not heard from Shane all day and not that I thought I would but It does make me wonder what the hell he does when he’s not at the office.

He a closed book and one I intend to read, even if it does end up with me getting hurt.

I climb into bed and soon fall asleep dreaming of bright blue eyes and that kiss that could break a thousand hearts.

My dream takes a nose dive when I suddenly dream of a different pair of eyes and that all to familiar square jawline and rough hands pulling at my clothes.

I snap open my eyes just as it starts to get light outside.

I do not want to be dreaming Of Henry Jenkins.

I shower and dress for work feeling an uneasy feeling in the pit of my stomach.

I cant shake the feeling of today being one to remember.