Don't Want Your Heart (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 1.

Ariel's POV.

"s**t! Who the f**k are you?" 

"Seriously? I'm the guy that sits behind you in science class."

"Oh well, okay. Thanks for the great sex."

"What? I thought you liked me."

"Sorry dude, I just noticed you last night. Anyways I gotta go."

Oh, hi there. Not a great way to start a description, right? Anyways i'm Ariel Dakota AKA The manwhore, actually I could care less about the title.

I f**k anything and everything that has legs, breathes, is attractive, human and doesn't want a relationship. The bonus is that i'm pansexual! Yay!

Pans are f*****g sexy and i'd definitely smash but they don't breathe.

I'm now in front of Satan's personal carnation of hell, school.

Winking at the girls and guys giving me slutty stares, I finally reach my locker which seems to be occupied by my dumbass excuse of friends.

"Who did you f**k last night? Ariel." My best friend, Ezra Lawson greeted me with his usual question and also not forgetting the eyeroll.

"He claimed to be a guy that sits behind me in science class, shocked when I made it clear that I only liked the s*x because he definitely wanted more."

"Damn! He was definitely checking you out because I remember him running to class just to sit behind you." Stephanie, my other best friend made her presence known.

"Hephanie!" Stephanie groaned and rolled her eyes.

"I HATE those tik tok videos which inspired you Ariel!" It only made me laugh and tease her more.

Mr. Fai was currently in our class with his awfully noticeable big belly, droning on and on about something in geography. Mind you I LOATHE THAT SUBJECT. Gratefully I was late to the class and so I told my friends to continue without me.

They gave me a look and tried to give me a lecture about how I was gonna fail in geo if i'm never trying to learn it. I dashed out of there and went to the empty auditorium.

I smiled looking at the plain yet in my eyes, beautiful walls that brought me joy by just looking at them because they knew more than what my silence could ever convey.

They were my companions, hearing me cry and pour out my emotions by singing. Not there was once a single day that I had not been here to visit. As creepy as that sounds but it is true.

There are a lot of things that I keep from my friends, as more as anyone hates me right now, I seriously didn't give a f**k but when it comes to my friends I can't help but give billion f***s.

I took out my cigarette, shocker!and lit it up. Putting it in my mouth, I took a large puff and expertly made a big O of the smoke. Months of practice did that to you.

He told me that he loved me by the water fountain

he told me that he loved me and he didn't love her.

Soon a guitar strumming and my voice singing were the only thing I heard.

And that was really lovely 'cause it was innocent

My love for you was innocent.

Tears were soon on the ends of my cheeks, I was used to this.

But now he's got a cup with something else in it

It's getting kind of blurry at a quarter past ten.

You never came that day. It was foolish of me to expect something from you.

And he was in a hurry to be touching her skin

I should've known I wasn't ever enough. No one would ever be for you.

He's feeling kind of dirty when he's dancing with her

Oh I wish you had the same guilt.

Forgetting what he told me by the water fountain

It was never you who said it first.

There was a creak coming from the door and I immediately hid the guitar wiping my tears, I checked if someone was there but luckily it was no one.

I picked my cigarette and went out of the auditorium, roaming in the empty halls. I finally made it to my locker and put my books in there.

Plugging the earphones in my ears, I pressed the play button. Paper Chasing by Lvly was playing.

Someone bumped into me making me curse. Looking up I see, Aah the guy who I had drunken s*x with.

Actually it was my first time but I was glad I was drunk because I couldn't feel the pain and not get 'attached'.

"What you doing here? Ariel." He asked.

"Uhm what's the name? Jax? Jace? Jas-" I was cut off.

"It's Jayceon Odile."

"Oh yeah! Sorry gotta go." I said and passed by him.

"Call me!" He said making me chuckle and shake my head.

Typical, even for him.

Sure, I had everyone's number in this school and other schools. Of course the hot ones but I only kept them for release.

More like booty calls. I hated that word but I couldn't give flying f***s about their feelings.