“Are you sure?”
I warned you.
I asked you to be sure, you said you were sure.
I told you I wasn't a toy.
I warned you.
I asked you to be sure, you said you were sure
You were sure for 48 days.
I warned you.
And tonight?
Tonight and every night since it’s ended
I lie awake searching
searching through my memories to pinpoint where I went wrong
searching for any sense of relief from the war zone you’ve created in my mind
searching for the pieces of myself that I gave to you
Give them back
give me back the nights that i've spent crying over you
you said you were sure
give me back the laughter I used to have with my friends
you said you were sure
give me back my mindset before you broke me
you said you were sure
you promised me it meant something to you too, I asked to make sure
You should have said you weren't sure.
I would’ve kept my secrets hidden
I would’ve kept my walls up
I would’ve kept my mind free from your
grasp
I would’ve kept my heart in one piece
I would’ve said thank you
but you said you were sure
You lied.