But what did I really want or need, I think I want him to have talked to me, to call me, to check on me, to send me messages like everyone else. I always thought it was stupid to need or want someone, I was fed since I was a baby that someone is waiting for me up in the space, but that someone never came until now, and right now might be the wrong timing.
"Violet, princess, please talk to me," he says, but I wasn't in the heaven state that I've been in since I arrived to space, I woke up to him holding me, but now that I remember everything, I know I'm in my big girl headspace, I remember when he came to earth, why didn't he just tell who he was, instead he just held me and made me feel more lonely than ever.
"You knew I hated back on earth, you knew how bad Rila is, and still you left m
