"If you are a good girl, I'd get you new toys, desert, later bedtime, we'll watch movies together, and you'll get to choose your own rewards, now bad girls get timeouts, no desert, early bedtime, and spankies when they are really bad," he warns me, they weren't the worse punishment ever.
"Now it's your turn Violet, you can tell me what you want from our relation, anything you expect, would like to try, you get a say too," he says, that was something I haven't expected to get a say in what's going in my life, I expected him to make the rules alone, from our time together on earth, I could tell a few things I want to do again.
"I want hugs, I want to sleep with you, not in the crib, I also want ice cream! A lot of ice cream!" I demand, these are the things I missed from having him with me
