I hopped in my car right after the last period, unable to remain at school any longer. The resurfacing tension of Jason's words haunted my every thought and kept me from paying the least bit of attention. Even Mr. Jeff's roaring voice didn't break me out of the faze. I kept seeing Jason's disappointment and couldn't help picturing how furious he'd be if he found out the whole truth. How would he react if he knew Blade and I kissed? How would he react if he knew we'd been meeting secretly? I tried to shake the thoughts away but they just kept coming back as if attracted by an invisible magnetic force. He really had no right to be to angry at me, though. I couldn't help that I've been destined to be with Blade. If I could, I'd change it. I'd change it all! Jared would be my mat

