Trust me I don't like Him/Her

Character intro: James Philip (jay-ums): tall(5'ft3)pale skin,brown curly soft hair that falls right above his eyes, his light brown eyes. He has this one smile the "I'm Better than all of you and I know it " smile. He has a cold appearance and attitude towards people. he's kinda hard to get along with. Hime Morrenem (him-may): short(4ft'8) tanned, long black luxurious hair dark brown hazel eyes that glimmer when she's happy. P.s pls read this book in a white background it's easier to see my emoji that way ENJOY James and his sister Jess come over for some reason ,and James brings his wireless router for some reason such a messed up Story right , so then he starts talking and i quietly listen ,I look down towards the ground and he says why are you so glum ?then I say it's because you're here , in a cold tone I forgot why he was even there in the first place And than he says "what have I ever done to you?" and I stop for a moment and think really hard and ,it's just me and him in my dads computer room and he's sitting in the wheeled computer chair and I'm on the bed with my arms crossed still thinking why do I hate him? Do I really hate him? And then I'm say it's because....... I mumble shyly and quietly .then he's says "why ? and he looks at me like this and had a weird smirky grin ,when he's asking me that. I'm speechless .ummm......... I ............ have a whole list ok ,I say stubbornly .then he burst out laughing .he slowly stands up all serious and starts walking forward towards me ?!he so close to me he puts his hands on the bed across from me and looks at me with a menacing look,I have to look up at him but ,I don't do anything so I'm like what do I do now ? And then he inches forward till he's in front of me his nose is inches away from mine what do I say ?! He looks at me with a serious look that says I'm not letting you go until you tell me. Ok so than I Say" um I don't really hate you " .I say quietly and to me this is like a movie and I try to tell myself are you crazy stop doing this to yourself. And than he smiles happily ,like I wanted that pshhh and than we start talking about the past this part of the story is sort of blurred in my memory .we then both get up and go to the next room to play with Jess and my sister zea and he tags along and In my mind I'm thinking why does the cold ice prince want to to tag along in my mind ,im also thinking can James ,the cold ice prince ,care about something other than his narcissistic self ?!and I glance towards him we all are sitting in a circle and playing a hand game .then he scoots closer to his sister and I'm like right beside her so he's moving closer to me ?! and he moves closer and closer to me till he is right by my face, I'm like huh?wat?who? and he does that smile again the smirk that i so dislike. and then hes like :what's wrong hime?i say nothing and run out and log into the computer .then I decide to go see what he was doing and since the computer was logging me in I'm like might as well go spy on him , that's when ...... I saw him smile like truly an open mouth chuckle then a teeth smile ,when he was with his sister and I was like uhhhhh is that really him ?!heh I snicker to myself quietly so the cold ice prince can be kind to huh?.then he turns around catching me smile and I'm like oh no !! and then he grins to himself and continues his playing with the girls. I then go back to the computer , And over the summer I joined a summer reading challenged ,now my summer reading challenge was logging me in and I'm looking at how many pages I've read so far and he bends over looking at the screen and I'm wondering what ?huh?eh? Again like when did he get here?!how limg has he been here, has he seen my password?*focus hime *then he says wow you read a lot that's great Hime ,and smiles but this time it's a soft smile and I'm like uhh ya thanks ? he says he's not even close to where I am and than I get this prideful feeling and say ha in your face James I beat u ,and then he leaves smiling sheepishly and when he does I feel so hurt Like I've been hating him for the wrong reasons ?!and I'm like why do I feel this way and than I figure out its guilt but that's a dream and they don't mean anything so ill continue hating himI think?! Right? It's nothing more ?