I was just stunned while starting the ceremony for our delivery my parents to their final destination, until now I still can't believe it, i couldn't turn back the time where they were still alive.
I keep blaming myself for asking them buy me a happy meal, if i didn't Dad would have taken another route not the intersection and getting hit my the truck.
Like what the doctor said, after this I'm going to be sent into an orphanage, none of my family friend want to adopt me ask they have a family also and others they don't want to add another mouth to feed. I silently watching them placing the coffins in the hole they dig then throwing white flowers as my turned to through it, I didn't even cry again like all of my tears are gone for crying like a week.
A social worker place her hand on m
