Diary of A Little women Broken

Tashya Mullon Next Heartbreak

The next damage that made her truly broken is seeing her parents fight like cats and dogs. Her parents has not been saints or been d***s to live with but her father's temper is the most scariest thing alive to her. Her fathers temper got bad when he started drinking more; An when his babygirl crossed over from girl to women( menstrual cycle's started) life wasn't fair for her seeing so many damaging things that broke her. The damaged little Tashya was only nine years old when she witnessed her mother so drugged up she couldn't walk. She would never allowed her siblings to see their mother in that state.

She was the oldest after all so she did what any sibling would do, she gave up her chance to show her mother and father life isn't just being mean to know end; however she managed to make sure she helped her mother to bed told her she loved her and made sure the siblings got ready for school and off to school they went. Her family house hold became the beacon of disappointments, an tempers and so called bad behavioral issues. Ready to call a quits she thought to herself but in the some way she knew her father wouldn't allow it.

Her mother and father split up when she was only nine years of age due to her mother's bad behavior ( drug abuse) deep down she always knew that her mother or father would let her down. Being nine and witnessing your mother fall apart and press the self destruct button. Her daring heart thought her mother would find ways to protect her children but in someway over the monster at age six to now her life felt like everything around was following behind. The worse part her sibling couldn't comprehend what was happening. Tashya always had a way of making sure her siblings were cared for. She always dealt with the bully's for her brother Allen and thought of her sister Donna was a truly a monster but would never admit it in real life.Donna was only a year apart from Tashya but in some imperfect little world her parents had a favorite.

The parents always told Tashya watch out for your siblings you never want to lose each other. In a way Tashya always suspected her parents always had a favorite child but never really said anything about it because she knew her father's temper and her mother drunk foul mouth.

Her mother was gone and her father was there trying. In the end she knew her father would pick up the broken hearts that left his children broken down felt like it was their faults. Her brother Allen had night terrors for months and screaming for his mother and she never came but big sissy to the rescue she would always say to Allen. Donna never really cared about caring for Allen when need his sisters most. she would always being stuck up and take her anger out of who she could. Tashya always took notes in her mind never treat your own like dirt cause in the end it comes back around to bite you in the ass.