As Tashya began to grow up she began to tolerate her parents and not so much with her father cause the worse is yet to come her way. She had a hard time feeling accepted in her dad's home because of his girlfriend Haley she was pregnant with Dayton her father's son. Her father was having another son and she wasn't in his picture of prefect little children. What little miss Tashya didn't know she was about to complicated her family's life hell of a lot more then any one knew was possible.
"Dear Diary,
I honestly don't know what happened to me. One minute I was talking to my friend Alexis and the next I was waking up in the nurse station. I woke up and felt like I went into panic mode. My mother just arrived so the school tells me. I am definitely devastated about my school clothes because I had to where school nurse office clothes and felt extremely tired. All I felt in that moment was tiredness creeping in on me and looking around at people's faces worried and scared. I wanted to cry and say leave alone. I didn't remember the day time year or place I was at given the situation.
The nurse told the person picking me up to not sleep and go to the er. I was terrified of being alone in a hospital. I went to the hospital and found out Indeed have episodes of epileptic seizure and they couldn't stop them. I was so broken up about the fact it felt like I was dying when my episode took place.
I asked myself leaving the hospital why did god give it to me. Out of any of siblings but why in blessed name would he Cruse me with the deadly illness. I went to my room and my mother called my father. Father came to see me and asked if I was okay. all I said was. " yeah dad, I'm just extremely tired." all I heard on the other line was my father crying.
I was scared to sleep or even go to school because of what happened. Tomorrow is my famous yearly check up with my physician and I'm scared to know the truth of what's happening to me. Mom said I will be fine as long no more tests are need. she told me she loved me and to go to sleep so I am.
love always,
Tashya