Jane
I don't understand why all my emotions and pent-up frustrations come to life once I am in my car. I woke up super early today, unable to sleep. After spending half an hour staring outside Amber's room's window, beating and slapping the air, imagining it as Nathan's face, I decided to let out my anger at another place.
Once I made the decision, I got ready in a few quick minutes. I even called Nan and asked her to come early because right now I need to be in the office to talk to my dearest best friend, Ben f*****g Williams.
I am burning up just from thinking about how he is the reason for all this mess in my damned life. I had pushed Nathan from my life for good, but he ruined everything.
Fine, I tried my best to push him out, and it was working until he rolled back like a catastr
