Present
Jane
I wake up feeling restless. I had slept after the breakdown I had, feeling sore all over my body. My eyes throb as I force them to open. The headache feels worse than a b***h as I try to get up.
My own room doesn't feel comforting right now, thanks to the huge piece of news that stumbled into my life two hours ago. Forgetting him is already hard, pretending that I didn't spend those damn days with him, every minute and second when I felt special....fucking happy is like tearing a part of my soul apart, not just a part but a big chunk.
Throwing away everything that I had there was already painful until I got to know that I was pregnant. My heart shakes and throbs agonizingly because of the burden that weighs my soul now.
The pain and hurt crashing together make me nauseous
