HIS FORBIDDEN TOUCH

Chapter 1: ADRIAN

Adrian POV

Tossing and turning on the bed all my body aches, going to the club last night with Azura and Dorian was a lot of fun, those two made my night, I met them both in college, and they were a blessing to my life at that time I was dealing with issues from home and it was so much weighing on me that I nearly got depressed but all thanks to my friends they help me through that difficult time, that's why I can't live without them.

I came out to my parents at that time, not like I sat them down and told them that I was gay, but I got caught by my aunty in a family function. I was caught kissing Ronan the boy next door and my aunt couldn't look away but yelled, making everyone gather around us. Mom and Dad started blaming Ronan saying he forced me but I couldn't let him take the blame, because I agreed to the kiss, Ronan was my first and all but that doesn't mean I was forced, I hard to speak up for myself and Ronan and told my parents and very family member present that I'm gay.

I could see the shock in everyone's eyes, the unshared tears in Mom's eyes, the shock on my dad's face, and everyone looking at me like I just dropped a bomb on them. Ever since that day Mom and Dad started having issues, Dad could not stop blaming Mom for what I turned out to be saying it's all her fault but in truth, it is no one's. Dad started coming home late, ignoring Mom and me, gradually we started seeing him once a week, twice a month and then he stopped coming home, mom couldn't bear it, she started drinking and I had to move out of the house and get a dorm where I lived.

I haven't seen Dad ever since then Ronan and I cut all communication and I haven't seen him too is been 5 years now and Mom couldn't bear to look at me, she blamed me for her failed marriage, I made Dad walk out on her, I'm not in a good place with mom also.

Azura and Dorian have been there for me, Azura has a boyfriend and Dorian is gay just like me, Dorian does not believe in relationships or happy endings but I do, have had a few shares of relationships, thou I've always left behind but I'm still hoping for my happy end.

My phone rang and I picked it up to check who is calling, it was Azura "What's up b***h, don't tell me you are still in bed" she yelled, I must confess Azura can be too loud at times "Hy b***h what do you expect you got me so drunk last night and you keep encouraging me to dance to wash off the alcohol. One day you will be the end of me"

"Can get hold of Dorian, guess he went home with that guy, I believe our friend had a wild night, probably still sleeping, you know you should have gone home with that guy that was checking you out last night"

"Oh please don't give me that, I'm not like you and Dorian, and I can't just go home with every guy that checks me out" What is Azura driving out this morning, my head aches too much this morning. "Don't blame me I'm in an open relationship, and my partner is well aware of all my nights out, you don't have anyone to report to yet you don't want to live life to the fullest, let lose when you can."

I need to cut her off, I'm tired of her nagging me all the time about having s*x or finding a partner, she does not care much about the partner, but to her s*x is very important. "Thanks for your advice I will think about letting lose next time, I need to get up and find some hangover things to take, talk to ya later b***h"

Azura is my girl always and I know she is only concerned about me, it has been a while since I had s*x and went wild with someone, and thou I'm waiting for the right one I'm scared of being left behind again. Maybe next time I will just let lose as Adrian has suggested, just once won't kill me.

I'm a monogamist, and both my friends are crazy sets of people, they complete me so well because they make my world go round, how boring it would have been without them, Dorian has invited me a few times to those orgy parties he goes to but I can't just bring myself to go them, he does tell me about how wild it is and all, thou I fantasize about it a lot but I could not bring myself to go. Just imagine myself being in the middle of all those huge muscular guys with huge d***s who are all ready to use all my hoes both my mouth and my ass, taking turns on me and f*****g the hell out of me. s**t, I can't believe I got hard just imagining this yet I don't have the balls to do it for real.

I need to go to the bathroom to relieve myself and take a shower too, if I do it in bed I would be too lazy to get up and shower, jerking off is all have been doing for almost a year now, I need to feel that warmth through my hole, I want to feel someone eating me up through my back hole.

Jerking off feels good in its ways but not as good as eating me up. Call me crazy but what can I do have missed s*x a lot, and being alone like this is not helping at home. Once I was done jerking off and showered I moved into the kitchen to get something to eat, I was famished, so I made egg and avocado toast, I needed to replenish my energy while toasting the bread, so I mashed the avocado, I preferred poached eggs but I can go with scrambled also not a fan of fried eggs, I spread the mashed avocado on the toasted bread and top it with the egg, I added some hot source on it, I'm a very good cook, my friends enjoys my cooking a lot and I preferred to make a homemade food for my boyfriend rather going out to eat.