My Ex-Wife

Chapter 1

Ryan's POV

****"Oh yes love! Yes just like that. s**t right there. Oh God yes yes" Lisa was trembling under me while moaning loudly.

"Bubble baby you feel so good. So tight damn it so f*****g tight" I groan at the tight fitting of her pus*y around my shaft and thrust with more force

I grasp her round rosy bud in my hands kneading them eroticaly before leaning down and taking one bud in my mouth sucking hard while my other hand continues its work on the other bud. I roll my tongue around her areola driving her wild, her hand snakes into my hair pulling me more closer to her by arching her back. I bit down hard on her n****e before releasing it with a loud pop leaving my mark and give same attention to its twin all while continuing my deep and hard thrusts

"Ah love that feels so good. Don't stop please love just don't stop" she pulled my hair and raised my face to her before kissing me hard. I groaned and took control of the kiss by biting her lower lip before slipping my tongue in her mouth I deepened the kiss. 'Sweet Jesus! She tastes so sweet' I massaged her walls before poking her tongue for the battle. She moaned into the kiss and our tongues performed tango. I take her tongue into my mouth sucking it briefly, biting it before start kissing again.

I can't get enough of kissing her. Her lips are the sweetest and softest I've ever tasted. The humanly need of oxygen cause me to release her lips which were swollen and bruised because of my kissing and I start trailing kisses down her throat sucking and nipping making sure to leave my marks so that the whole world come to know that she belongs to me and only me.

I felt her walls tighten more around my hard co*k indicating she's near. She clenched and unclenched her pus*y so tight making me see the stars.

A loud animalistic groan escape my throat before I start moving inside her more hard and inhumanly fast "f**k baby. You are driving me crazy" I graze down at her, she was biting her lips, hooded eyes, my love marks starting from her neck to her stomach. I know there are also some on here inner thighs which were tightly bounded around my hips

"You are so beautiful, so mine" suddenly I stop all my movement before staring deep into her eyes that were blazing with lust and love "No bubble baby you are not so mine, you are all mine" I told her with possession

She looks like she is going to murder me "Ryan you just stop because of this. What the hell I was going to come you Asshole. God help me Ryan if you don't start moving again" she all but shouted

I laugh at her before placing my head into her neck breathing her scent in before starting my hard and fast strokes again

"Yes love yes harder baby please harder" I place my hand between us before circling her clit with my thumb maintaining my deep hard strokes.

Lisa started to shook under my body her legs tighten more around my waist before she arched her waist and bit on my shoulder. I groaned and picked my speed moving more faster and harder inside her reaching for my own peak too.

"I am going to come love" she told me in an unsteady voice

"No wait not now" I told her through my gritted teeth refused to leave this heaven. I capture her protest in my mouth as I slammed my mouth to her before kissing her senseless

After few more minutes and pleading of Lisa I decided to give in

"Come bubble come for me. Come with me baby"

We both shouted each other names as we both reached our peak ****

I placed my sweaty body on her while catching my breath, our breaths and heart beats matching. After coming down from my high I rolled onto my side taking her with me securing her in my arms tightly and kissing her forehead

She raised her head and look into my eyes I can see pure love and happiness in her green eyes. I can see the sparkle in her eyes. And I feel like I conquered the whole world by giving her the happiness I promised her but most importantly to myself. I know my bubble had been through a very difficult time. And I vowed to give her all the love and happiness she deserve.

She peck my lips before giggling. I love this sound I can't get tired of this. I playfully bit her earlobe making her moan before whispering sensually "Whats so funny huh bubble?"

She release a shaky breath before answering in a voice above than whisper "You always hold me so tight like I am going to run away or disappear" she chuckles at the last

All of sudden my whole inner self shook I look at her seriously "No you are not going to leave me ever you promised me. You know I can't live without you bubble I'll be dead without you. You are my life. I love you, I love you so much bubble" I told her in a stern shaky tone

Seeing me like this she propped on her elbow and cupped my face "No my love I am not going to leave you ever. I also can't live my life without you" she leaned down placing kisses on my eyes, my nose, my forehead, my cheeks before my lips and said "I love you too and so much my love. I am not going anywhere"

"You promise" I asked her to make sure

But suddenly all the scene changed and sparkle in her eyes changed with the coldness.

"I can't Ryan. You don't love me enough that I make this promise" her cold voice send shiver down my spine

"What do you mean bubble and why are you calling me just Ryan?" I try to reach her with all my will but I can't. She was so close to me but still more far from me

She laughed coldly. Her this laugh stop my heart. And when I look at Her eyes they were not only cold they were broken too. The image of me slapping her hard and her falling on floor started to play in front of my eyes. My harsh words stared to ring everywhere. I placed my hand on my ears and closes my eyes to block all this but even with my closed eyes I remembered her face, her tears that were flowing like river when I insulted her. They were like stab to my heart. I started to feel pain on my chest. My whole soul was like bleeding

"I told you, I told you Ryan that don't ever break my heart because it'll be my last straw" her cold voice again greeted me " but you, you did it" she shouted on the top of her lungs

"Look Lisa come back to me I am dying please I promise I'll forgive you for your mistake but please just come back to me" I desperately told her my own tears slipping down my eyes

" you will forgive me huh?" She started to walk further away from me " no Mr Ryan Brown no now I will never forgive you. You told me not to show you my face huh, now just wait and watch. This is all you'll get" and she disappeared

I run toward her direction while shouting like a mad man, calling her, pleading her to stop but I can't see her anywhere. I feel like I am going to die. And scream from the top of my lungs

Cold hands were shaking me "Ryan, Ryan baby please wake up you are having bad dream again"

I open my eyes and push her away from me while sweating and breathing heavily. I feel the familiar pain in my chest so I bring my hand before rubbing on my chest to ease the ache.

"Ryan are you fine baby" she place her hand on my forehead and ask me too sweetly for my liking "I brought breakfast for you in your room but you were shouting. Is ever-"

I again grab her hand and pushed away before getting up from my bed "which part of don't ever come near me you don't understand I told you clearly that I am not interesting in you or anyone Lucy" I yelled at her

"But Ryan I was just being a good friend to you" her eyes were fixed on my abs which is then I noticed that I was just wearing pyjamas

"And I told you that I don't need any and take that breakfast away I am just heading to the office" I grab my shirt before heading to the bathroom

Lucy was one of my fling at school time. It was just one time thing but then she started to demand for a second time which I answered with a clear big NO. I never slept with any of the girl for the second time. So she started to sleep with Harvey my cousin but I didn't worked out so she came back to me but she stopped when I make Dolisa my girlfriend. My only girlfriend

When Dolisa came into my life I stoped sleeping around. She had curvy body but that wasn't any hurdle for me I loved her with my heart. Her smile brightened up my day, her voice, her scent, her stubbornness everything drove me crazy and I fell head over heels in love with her.

She was only sixteen when we started to date. I was very possessive toward her and told the whole school that she is my girlfriend and off course people made fun of her but I make sure to show them their place.

I never touched her intimately before our marriage. Yes I kissed her and I mean alot in front of the class, in front of the whole school or everywhere whenever I got the chance. I loved her lips they were my weakness but the other reason was to show everyone that she is mine. I wanted to make her mine completely I was always afraid that she'll leave me one day so I proposed her before our first anniversary. And she said yes. And when she was 18 I didn't waste the time and married her at her birthday.

I know she was a virgin so I first time make love, make love to her very gently because she was the only love of my life. I secured every blissful moment in my heart. Yes it was my first time making love. I lost my virginity when I was just 14 or maybe 15 at the back of my school. It wasn't even special. Whenever I had s*x with anyone it was always at some club, bars, hotel, washroom or such type of place. I was never into foreplay, I just kissed once and kissed so hard to make their panties wet and then just f**k them and ditch them.

But Lisa changed me completely. I remain celibate for almost 2 and half years. After our marriage I was the most happiest person in the world. Back in the school I met her through Harvey they both were best friends. Everyone including Harvey called her Doll. But I wanted to be special so only I called her Lisa or bubble. And I make sure to make her called me 'my love' so everyone know that who I am to her specially Harvey. I was always jealous of him but Lisa make sure that he was just like her brother and she loves me alot. There were always doubts in my mind but I always push them away.

But then my doubts proved to be right. I still can't get it why she cheated on me with him. I brought all love and happiness to her. It still pained my heart. But it killed my heart when deep down I remembered her face and words.

It should be you didn't let her explain....

No no, I shouldn't be thinking like this. I refuse to believe it I had the solid evidences at that time. So no Ryan don't think about it.

But how can you forget the pain in her eyes when you were saying those words to her...

No it is nothing as compare to the pain she gave me.

But deep down you know that no matter what you shouldn't have said her those hurtful words. You promised to bring her happiness

I pushed that thoughts in the back of my mind before taking shower and heading downstair to meet my parents. Yes it has been 3 months since I am living with my parents after living one month away from the country. And 4 month since she had left me alone and miserable. At that time I was doing nothing then drinking and sleeping. But then dad found me, accept me and brought me back to his city New York and then make me to handle one of our company. If It wouldn't be him I would be found dead by now.

When I proposed Lisa they didn't accept it. They insulted her the same way everyone did. And of course it made me Furious and I left them. So that's why our wedding was very simple just my brothers, sisters, Harvey and our few friends.

So now I am handling our family business and their I met Lucy through it. After that she start hitting on me again and is still making her best efforts for me to accept her. And surprisingly my parents are at her side to so that's why I just can't throw her out of my life that easily.

When I was at the middle I hear yelling from the downstairs

"..- can't stop me from meeting that Asshole of your son" the familiar voice boomed in all the dining hall

"He has nothing to do with you" my dad's furious but lower voice also greeted me

"Dad let us just talk to him" my brother's equally furious voice also come from there

I don't know why but my heart started to beat rapidly and the same ache appeared I quickly rub my chest before entering the dining hall

"No I don't want you people to me-" my dad stopped in the middle upon seeing me. There suddenly pass an emotion in his eyes which quickly disappeared too.

"R-Ryan why are you here Lucy told us t-that you left for work-k" the stuttered and feared voice of my mother greeted me as soon as I entered the hall

But my mind was too focused to answer her. There stood were my brother Carlos, my sister Teresa and a very fimiliar but a hateful face which have my blood boiling from anger

"Harvey"

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