My Ex-Wife

Chapter 2

Ryan's POV

There stood were my brother Carlos, my sister Teresa and a very familiar but hateful face which had my blood boiling with anger

"Harvey"

There was a moment of silence before...

"Ryan what the hell man where the f**k have you people been? We all were trying to contact you both and you are here at your father's? Tell me what happened?" There was pause and he look left and right behind me before speaking again "And where is Doll?

Listening to her name for the first time after four month all my feelings, longing and desperation kick in me again. No one in this house had uttered her name in front of me ever since she left me.

But at this moment when I hear her name, flood of pains and longing which I know I was just concealing from the past four months build again in me. My body is aching for her from the moment she step out of our villa. Our paradise.

The way her warm and soft body tucked against me. The way her scent enveloped me in its warm cocoon every night still is fresh and tattooed not only in my heart but also in my mind, body and soul. I was used to her having in my arms every night after I proposed her. Every single night

Even when I have to travel somewhere either I'll manage to come home before I would sleep or I'll took her with me if I had to stay night.

Her bright smile, carefree nature, twinkling eyes and our passionate love making still haunt me every single minute. I tried, I tried so hard not to remember her or any memory of her but I failed miserably.

I know it should be that she would have learned her lesson by now. But for me it is like I have learned my lesson by now. I know, no no I am sure that if she'll come back to me now and will just simple apologized to me or a simple 'Ryan, I am sorry I'll never do any such thing again please forgive me' no explanation, no clarification and I'll be welcoming her with open arms.

But the thing is I know she will never come back. I had saw in her eyes when she recovered a little from the slap that she was done, that she had enough. And again the pain comes back in my heart. She had left me, left me hurt, vulnerable and miserable

I, Ryan Brown is nothing without his bubble.

"The f**k man" Harvey grabbed me by my collars before looking square into my eyes "I can see pain in your eyes" he asked slowly then fear passed through his eyes "You haven't done anything wrong Doll is fine. Right?"

I can see the fear in his eyes and his voice and he was trembling a little too. Then my eyes harden, ofcoure why wouldn't he??? after all he was going to propose her

So I yank his hands from my collar before grabbing him by his collar "Why I ruined your plan, isn't she with you?" I chucked mockingly

He was looking at me confusingly with a frown

"Ryan leave him let me call the security-"

"No dad now that he had faced me. Let me get my answers now" I cut dad

Dad was about to say something when he spoke "What plan" he asked but it look like he don't want to hear the answer so yes he smiled shaking "Oh so Doll must have changed the plan of surprise and took you to trip instead right?" This time he wasn't asking it's look like he was convincing me to say yes

I frown What surprise..

Oh so they both were going to tell me together about them. This make my heart bleed.

Have their secret relationship went that far....

"I thought you were like my brother" I tell at him

"Ryan sto-" my mother butted in but I was far away to listen her

"Why did you.." I continue shouting "How could you do this to me"

"For goodness sake Ryan. Tell me what did I do" he asked with equal raised voice

"You slept with Lisa. You both cheated on me" I roared from the top of my lungs

He staggered back with his mouth open. I heard gasp from Teresa. All the sound could be heard was my heavy breathing

He shook his head and started to laugh like a mad person rising my temper "I know this a joke" he shook his head before continuing " Lisa is good in joking. Now tell her that I am shocked and met us because we are trying to reach you people for a long time now"

What type of games is he playing.

"Where is Doll brother? Harry had to hired an investigator but we just tracked you. We have searched and investigated whole Seattle but we can't track down Doll. So we came here to asked you.We were trying to meet you people but dad didn't let us. Where did you vanished? And this is a very bad joke brother" My sister Teresa asked me softly like she is asking a child

"This is not a joke. This is the truth. Ask him what he was doing in my tree house four month ago with Lisa"

Suddenly Harvey started to laugh dangerously "Now I get it why my Doll stared to distanced herself from me after your marriage. You were doubting her all the time" while shaking his head with misty red eyes he spoke again "You ruined your life cousin"

This made my head spin and I continue to look at him as he walk closer to me maintaining eye contact "You are asking like you know everything. Why not you tell us by yourself before me" he asked in a hard tone

"He don't need to prove himself to you. Just get out already" my father grabbed him by his collar but he didn't even flinched

"Release him da-" my sister went toward him

"Stella" I yelled still looking in his eyes "Tell Andrew to bring me the evidence from my office now"

We all were waiting, no one dared to speak a word in this thick atmosphere and after half hour my PA brought the file and gave it to me "Leave" I ordered him

I take out the pictures before throwing at him. He looked at the pictures quietly but gasped loud at the last few pictures. I know what was in those pictures. Those were the pictures of him and Lisa having s*x in our tree house

"Tell me you just didn't believe at these pictures" he asked me still shocked

"Ofcoure not I investigated it properly before taking the action. I make sure about that you both were at Tiffany trying rings, you both were at the hotel for the decorations of your secret engagement and you both went to my tree house screwing each other" I yelled at him

My sister snatch the pictures from Harvey and stared to look at them Carlos also joined her

"This is not true. I know you Harry. I believe you. Just tell him it's not the truth" I looked at my sister that why is she behaving like his mother

"You know I treated her like a real sister. I love her like my real sister. Don't you? And before you she had no one but me?" He asked me like he couldn't believe that I doubt all this

"This pictures are all nothing but real" I stated

"These are" he spoke calmly

"Harry" my sister gasped but he gave her a hard look before looking back at me

"I can't believe you did this" he take a deep Breath before asking me "When was your birthday Ryan?"

It was three days after Lisa left you...

For some reason I feel like I have done something wrong. Something very very wrong

As if he knew that I remember he spoke again "Now you remember" he took the one of the picture in which they were at Tiffany's "This is real. She was trying the ring but just for the size. We bought another ring of the same size. Because she and your sister here has the same size"

What why my sister??

He took the next picture "This is she helping me to check the final decorations for my plan. My plan to propose your sister on your birthday. I planned to tell you about this at your birthday"

I look at my sister's finger with wide eyes. And yes there was a beautiful ring. And my heart started to pound.

"Resa you are engaged to this bug?" My father's venomous voice boomed in the hall

Ignoring my father he took the last picture "This too is real" he hesitantly looked at Teresa

"Go on tell him" she encourages him

"But it's not Doll" he spat "This is not recent. Remember when you were going to propose Doll in your tree house? You asked me to go before you to make sure that everything is ready but you changed your mind at last and took her to your paradise instead"

Yes I remember that I changed my mind at last because I want to ask her to move in with me too with the proposal

"So when I was about to leave, there this girl came and ahm... offered me you know. So I took the opportunity. She was...." He trailed of trying to remember " Lucy. Yes this was Lucy Our classmate you remember? And as for us visiting your tree house four month ago Doll was planning your birthday party there. And she asked me to help her"

"Yes she asked me first actually. But I was out of the city so I suggested her take Harry's help" Carlos explained further

My world collapse with his words. All the missing pieces of puzzles I was looking for was now in front of me. So Lucy did this all. A wave of happiness rippled in me

My bubble didn't cheated on me....

She didn't betrayed our love....

She didn't slept with him....

She truly loved me....

But then I remember something and my heart sinked

I betrayed our love...

I destroyed our lives....

I hurt her....

I-..

"What's with the shouti-" Lucy entered the hall but stoped at the scene in front of her

Her eyes become wide with fear when she looked at Harvey. But all I could see was red. I marched toward her and pulled her hair hard and raised her face

"Why did you do this YOU b***h" I growled

"R-Ryan wh-at are y-you-..."

"Shut up you b***h and tell me why did yo do this to me?" I gripped her hair more tighter

"R-Ryan you ar-re hurting me" she spoke breathlessly

"Ryan leave her" my mother plead

"TELL ME" I shouted at her

"Because I love you and your dad did this to you not me. He said that if I'll help him...." with this she stared to sob " if I'll help him then he'll make sure that you will marry me"

I take two step back releasing her before turning to my dad who was looking at me without any remorse

"You lying b***h. Get out of here." My mother yell at her before turning to me "Ryan they all are lying to you. This bug and this b***h they both are playing with you and your sister together. They want to destroy us" before she look again at her "And why are you still here I said get out"

"Guards" my father still looking at me ordered

"No need for this Mr Brown I am leaving but" she came and stood in front of me "Now that you know this. You deserve to know the whole truth"

My mother paled "W-what he is n-not going to bel-.."

I raised my hand to stop my mother

"Tell"

She take a deep breath glaring at my father "The accident after which Dolisa had miscarriage, it wasn't accident actually. It was planed" she paused "planed by your Father" and with this she left

Her words start ringing in my ear

Dolisa

Miscarriage

Father

Accident

I still remember how devastated she was after her miscarriage. She was five months pregnant before the accident. She cried for months. But with my, Harvey, Teresa and Carlos help she overcome it.

But now I lost the ability to speak I was just looking at my father. My mother was shaking me but I couldn't move, I couldn't speak.

"Is that true Father" Carlos asked in angry voice

"Yes it is" my father spoke in a arrogant voice like it was the right thing to do

"Why father. How could you-..." My sister cried

"Why? You all are asking me why" he shouted "Ryan didn't deserve that ugly fat b***h or her any child. Just like you, he and you deserve much more better and I'll make sure of it. She was nothing but a low life who-.."

Before he could complete I lunged toward him and punch him in his face. He fall on his back unconscious with a loud thud, blood was oozing out of his nose

"Ryan stop it call the ambulance" my mother cried but this doesn't stop me

I kicked him, punched him, hit him all while asking why. I don't know how long I was hitting him because the next thing I know I was forcefully dragged away from him by Carlos, Harvey and one of the staff. He was lying there in blood. I don't know when the medics came, when they took him, when they left and what was everyone taking around me.

All I could feel was sheer pain, like my soul has knocked out of me. My body was numb. I know my brother, my sister were shaking me calling me but I didn't feel anything. It was so much. Too much to bear. When I couldn't take it anymore I screamed, I screamed with agony, I screamed from the top of my lungs, I screamed my pain but the most I screamed my loss while crying like a mad man.

I lost my bubble....

I lost my love....

I lost my life....

I lost everything....

"Man up Ryan" Harvey shook me hard bringing me back to the cruel world "I thought you were a tough person. How can you give up huh?"

I just keep looking at him

"Look I know brother she'll be very angry with you that's why we can't find her but don't give up, we'll help you finding her" Carlos spoke

"I don't want to" Harvey spat "But just for my sister because it's my mistake too I should've stoped her marrying you but I didn't. I should've warned her about you but-..."

"Harry" my sister called him with a warning

He looked at her before sighing "Fine. Like I said that I don't want to but I'll help you, I'll find her with you, knowing Doll how stubborn she is I know she'll not be coming back that easily. But I know how much she loves you. She'll yell at you, Maybe hit you too but she is your wife. I'll make her understand. I know she'll understand ok?"

They can't understand she wouldn't I know I lost her

"No she'll not" I told them in a broke voice

"How can you say that, she's your wife and she lov-.." I cut him in

"She will not I am telling you" I repeated in a whisper

"Brother she'll. We know how much she loves you. Don't give up" Carlos told

"Yes he is right-.." Teresa spoke but I cut her with my shout which had them stumbling back with wide disbelieved eyes

"I divorced her" with this Harvey punch me so hard but i didn't feel any pain. No I didn't feel anything.

I just feel DEFEATED.....

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