Before the I Do

Chapter Four

*Syamthanda’s POV*

“I’m telling you gents. I love that woman. She can calm many things down and awake the asleep”

Gents laughed

“Tell us the truth, what happened between the two of you and how?”

Siyanda asked

“Guys Sanele messed up when he cheated and she came to me looking for comfort and one thing led to another. The next thing I couldn’t get her out of my mind and I decided to tell her but Sanele had already proposed so before yesterday, I told her I’ll always be waiting on her.”

“And then Boom !!! Yesterday happened” Lucky said

“Yeah yesterday happened”

“But you scored yourself a gem, she’s beautiful” Siyanda added.

I don’t have friends but I trust Siyanda with my life. That’s my broe from another mother.

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I’m on my way to pick Mpendulo from school. I arrived and he’s waiting and when he saw me, he ran inside the school.

“Oh my gosh. He’s still mad at me” I say to myself

I got out of the car and went inside the school and there he was sitting on the ground crying

“Baby, what’s wrong? Why you crying?”

“You don’t want me !”

I picked him up and wiped his tears off

“No baby, I could never not want you. You’re my only baby. I’m sorry about what I said yesterday, Mommy was not okay alright?”

“Alright” He hugged me tight

“ Don’t ever think I don’t want you, I want all of you. I want you when you happy and joyful. I want you when you scared and worried and I want you when you are sad and lonely and angry. I want all that”.

We made our way to the car. I opened the door for him and he jumped on and I got on my side and off we went.

“So where do you want to go??”

“Let’s go to your house”

“It’s an apartment honey ,not a house”

“Still Mommy, that’s where you sleep so it’s your house” he protested

“Okay I think I’m raising a smart one here”

We both laughed.

We got to my house, yes my house. I’m joking my apartment and made our way in.

Mpendulo took off his shoes and went for the TV. I went to change into leggings and sweater

“What should I make for you??”

“Spaghetti and meatballs with sauce Mommy” He says while jumping on the couch

“Okay”

My phone rings. I pick it up

“Why did you pick boy up?? Thought you wanted nothing to do with us??”

I sigh “Mpe is my boy also and it was my turn to pick him up. And let me make this clear Sanele, I want nothing to do with you but Mpendulo is my baby as well”

“The one you failed to carry or the one you killed??”

That was a sharp knife that kept on stabbing my heart and tears flooded down my face. I wanted to cry out aloud but I couldn’t let Mpendulo see me cry again so I covered my mouth and luckily the TV was also loud

“The truth hurts right?? Look, when you done playing happy mommy with my son bring him home to his daddy.”

I wasn’t even aware that he was still on the call. He hung up and I went to my room and sobbed on my tears. I cleaned myself up and went back to the kitchen. I continued with cooking and his voice kept echoing in my brain. I tried holding the tears back.

My phone rang again. I answered without looking who was calling

“Calling to insult me further??”

“My future, what are you talking about??”

I was shocked when it was Syamthanda’s voice on the other side

“Oh I thought it was somebody else”

“What is going on ??Are you okay??” he was worried I could tell

“Yeah” a lump chocked me and tears escaped my eyes and I ran to the bedroom and locked

“ I’m coming back now. I’m on my way”

I hung up

“Mah are you okay??”

My baby got the voice of an angel

“ I’m fine baby I’m coming”

I fixed my self then went out and picked him up and embraced him

“Mommy would never let anyone hurt you."

And your food is ready. Go and sit, I’ll dish up for you”

He left my hands and sat on the couch while facing my direction like he thought I was gonna run away and leave him or he was guarding me. I looked at him and smiled.

I dished up for both of us and we ate while having a gossip about his school teachers.

“I don’t think Mrs. Gorbachev likes me. She always looks at me with a bad eye but I don't pay much attention to her”

“What there not like in you?? She’s just jealous of you and your charms and don’t pay attention to her negativity”

“Yes Mommy, I got my charms from Daddy”

“Yeah[ my face dimmed] His charms used to get to me”

“ I’m sorry I didn’t mean to...”

Before he could finish the sentence a door was banged open and there was my sexy muscular man.

“I came back as soon as I could. What happened?? Who insulted my woman??” Okay my man is overprotective.

He hugged me and picked Mpendulo up and kissed his forehead.

“It was nothing”

“ Don’t say that, you were not okay and crying...”

“I said it was nothing” I pointed at Mpendulo's direction

“Oh yeah I’m just kidding my love. So Mpendulo how’s school??”

“Great, my marks has increased also”

“Nice”

They fist bumped. My two people getting along.

It was time for Mpe to go and I drove him home. We got to his house and opened the door. There she was, the woman who stole my dream of giving Sanele his first child. There she was in his shirt and then he appeared.

“Oh you here?? Thank you for getting him home” he said with a smirk on his face

“Next time you feel like you want to insult me, be man enough to do it in my face” I said

“What the f*ck did this b*tch just say?” His b***h Amahle defended him

“Don’t you dare test me you hoe !! You so cheap shame I give you that.” I applaud

I turned to walk away and stopped at my tracks and looked at her

“When he is done with you, he’s gonna toss you aside. Trust me, he doesn’t have a heart to love”

I felt her anger as I made my way out and Sanele held her when she wanted to chase after me. I got in my car and drove back. I got into the room and he was in the shower. I took off my clothes and stripped to the shower with him. He touched my while body and caressed my boobs and I wanted him. I can’t believe Sanele went back to that b*tch !!

But I was with my man now and I wanted to relax. He kissed my shoulder then neck and back to my lips. I touched his manhood and it was up. I kneeled and sucked on him. His hand was in my head and his manhood was in my throat. He groaned and that sent shivers down my spine. I stood up and kissed him and he picked me up while kissing me and he slid his middle finger in and I moaned out of pleasure. He moved inside me like he was searching for something and I c*m. He turns me around and put my leg at the shower door and his manhood was inside me. He moved slow

“Tell me if you want me to stop” he gently caressed my boobs

“No, don’t please”

He quicken the pace and he was touching my womb

“Aah Syamthanda... Yes yes”

“I love you and I want you to trust me and be able to talk to me”

“I... Aah stop so I could talk [ he lowered his pace] I love you too and I trust you with my life. We will talk”

He paced up and he held my waist so tight

“Aah Aah I’m gonna c*m”

I c*m and he picks me up and thrusted fast and I was on cloud nine. My hands on his back.

“Baby , you going through something why can’t you talk to me? It pains f*ck[ he c*m] It pains me when you suffering alone, I’m here for you”

He was moving inside me slowly before picking up his pace

“Aah Aah I’ll tell you baby. You giving it to me good, please don’t stop”

That seemed to trigger him more and he was thrusting faster and I c*m. He doesn’t stop

“Syamthanda thank you for everything”

He groans “Who insulted you earlier on and what did they say??”

“It was... Aah it was Sanele”

He quicken his pace

“Mm... f**k!!”

“He said...[Moans filled the shower] He said, is Mpendulo the child that I failed to carry or the one I killed??”

He was shocked that he went full force and touched my womb

“Aah Aah Syamthanda”

He was still inside me

“Wait, he said that??[ I nodded] Wait for me, I’m cumming”

He quicken his pace and groaned and held my waist with a tight strong fist and c*m. He pulled out and we bathed and got out.

“We going to him now. How dare he disrespect you like that? That was a low blow !!”

“ Don’t do this please. I just want to move on”

“ I’m gonna kill him”

This enraged him but I was able to calm him down.

He kissed my forehead the my lips and I laid at his chest and felt at ease.

“Thank you for choosing me”

And then sleep consumed us