Bad Reputation

Episode 15

WARNING! THIS EPISODE MIGHT BRING OUT DISCOMFERT FOR SOME PEOPLE.

Malia’s POV. 

*11 months ago*

Theo was here to pick me up for the Party at Peter’s house. He had already honked his horn two times, but a girl takes time to get ready. I was wearing a black skirt and a red crop top, I gave my self a once over in the mirror before heading out. 

“Hey there stranger.” Theo said as I got into the car. “Looking good.” He added. 

“Hey buddy! You don’t look to bad yourself.” I said smiling at him.

“So listen, I don’t wanna just ditch you at the party tonight, but it’s my last night with Sophie a....” I cut him off. “No worries dude! Of course tonight is all about Sophie, I get that. And I will be fine.” 

Sophie is one of my best friends and Theo’s girlfriend. But sadly her parents are getting a divorce so she is moving far away tomorrow to go live with her mom, the party tonight is her farewell party.

We listened to loud music and sang badly on our way to the party, just laughing and having fun. When we arrived at the party Theo parked the car and we got out. Sophie came straight out to greet us, giving me a hug and Theo got a kiss and they linked their fingers and we went inside for the party. The party was already at full swing. We went to the drinks area and Peter handed me a drink. I smiled. “thanks.” I yelled over the music. I felt an arm going around my shoulders. 

“Hi babe.” I looked up and saw Trent smiling at me. I couldn’t believe that the most popular guy in school just called me babe! “You look damn sexy tonight.” He added winking at me. I could feel my whole face blushing.

“Aw look Trent, you made her blush.” Peter said teasingly. 

“Hey! Don’t make fun of her! I like that I make her blush.” Trent said defending me and pulling me closer to him. He was being so damn cute! 

“Thanks for defending me.” I said while sticking my tongue out at Peter and we all laughed. The party was like every other party, we were drinking, dancing and having fun, after a while I found my self in a bedroom with Trent, making out. 

He was on top of me, and we were heavily kissing, I had my arms around his neck holding him close to me. His hands was all over me. He used his hand to grab my thigh pulling it around him, I could feel his excitement against me. 

Trent broke away for a second to remove his shirt, the boy looked fine! And in a moment he was back on top of me. 

His hands continued feeling everywhere on my body. Soon his hand stopped at the hem of my top, starting to pull it up to get it off me. I stopped, while pushing him a little to get off me, so I could sit up. 

“Wow, ok. Let’s just breathe for a moment.” I needed to catch my breath for a second. I’m a virgin and this is happening way to fast. 

“Come on babe.” Trent said closing the space between us, kissing my neck. “I know you like it.” He added. And I pushed him off of me again this time a little harder. 

“Trent stop! You know I’m not ready for this. And when I have s*x for the first time, it ain’t gonna be at some damn party.” I hissed at him. I could see the anger on his face. “Damn c**k tease.” I heard him mumble. 

“That’s not fair.” I said now getting angry myself. Trent sat in the edge of the bed running his hands over his face. I got up from the bed. 

“I really thought that you were a good guy.” I said kind of sad as I was about to leave the room, but as I reached the door knob a hand grabbed my wrist, swirling me around. 

“I know, I’m sorry babe. It’s just frustrating because I want you so bad.. you are so damn sexy and way to cute for your own good.” He said while using his thumb to rub my cheek, smiling at me. 

“Trent it’s not fair of you to get mad at me for not being ready yet.” I said. 

“And I’m so so sooo sorry if I gave you the impression that I wanted to pressure you!” Trent said still rubbing me cheek. I didn’t say anything. 

“Can you please accept my apology, and then let’s go have fun at the party? ... pretty please???” He said with the sweetest look in his eye. 

“OK.” I simply answered giving in to him. And we went downstairs to join the party.

About an hour later, Theo came over to me with his arms wrapped around a very drunk Sophie. 

“Hey, I have to take Sophie home, she drank to much.. will you be ok here?” He asked. 

“Yes of cause! Get her out of here, and text me later.” I said giving them both a hug. 

“I’ll make sure Malia gets home alright.” Trent said from behind me. 

“Thanks bro, and Malia remember don’t do anything I wouldn’t do.” Theo said giving me a small wink, and I giggled at him. 

I turned around to face Trent giving him a smile. “Need a refill?” He said gesturing to the empty cup in my hand. I nodded. “Be right back.” He said giving me a quick peck on the lips. 

It didn’t take him long to return with new drinks for us. “Cheers.” He said “bottoms up.” He added. I could feel him watching me as I raised the cup to my lips. 

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What is happening? Why does it feel like I can’t move? Where am I? It was hard to breath. My eyelids felt heavy and I struggled to open my eyes. What happened? The last thing I remember was me being at the party, having a lot of fun, and all of a sudden everything went black.??? 

I felt a tight hold on my hips. I need to open my eyes, something is wrong! Why is it so hard to just open my eyes!? I struggled for what felt like hours just to open my eyes. The more time that passed, the more I could feel. I was at this point no longer in any doubt, that somebody was on top of me, running their hands all over me. I need to find the strength to open my eyes and fight back. I tried speaking. 

“Ple..plea..se get off me.” I could barely hear my own voice it was that low. I heard someone laugh, I know that laugh! Actually I think it is two laughs.

I felt the grip loosen on one of my hips the hand moving down toward the hem of my panties. And before I could do anything his hand was in my panties touching me roughly. It hurt! Finally I opened my eyes and what I saw was horrific! 

Trent was on top of me half naked and grunting. And Peter was in the corner of the room holding a video camera. 

Was he about to r**e me??? I panicked and closed my eyes again! 

Think Malia think! Now is not the time to panic, now is the time to react! Remember the self defense you’ve been taught! 

I gathered all of the strength I could, and even though my body was hurting I managed to push Trent far enough off me, to punch him in the nose, he fell backwards to the edge of the bad, I kicked my legs like crazy hoping to hit him, luckily for me i hit him right between his legs, he rolled of the bed on to the floor and screamed in pain. I don’t know what happened with Peter, I used the rest of my strength to get off the bed and run out the room and the house! I ran as far as I could until I collapsed on the ground and I broke down, tears and sobs not being able to stop. After a while I got up to go home.. 

as I got home I was thankful for my dad not being home. I rushed to my room, the tears starting again if they ever stopped. 

I’ve never felt so violated in my life! I felt gross, angry, sad and really really confused - like did that really just happen to me?? I need a shower in hopes did it will wash all these feelings off of me!! I went to my bathroom and looked at my self in the mirror. My clothes were ripped, I wasn’t wearing my top and I had some blood on my hand, I washed my hand but there wasn’t anything to see, so the blood must have been from when I punched Trent. I took my clothes off and when I got to my panties I noticed that there was blood in them too. Well this time I knew the blood was mine, I could feel the soreness. I got in the shower and I cried for I don’t know how long. 

I stayed in my room for the next week. Telling my dad and Theo that I was sick. When I returned to school a week later, i tried to make it seem like everything was okay. But as soon as I stepped into the school, everybody was looking at me, whispering and laughing. How do they know? 

I got an answer to my question when I met Britney in the hall and she showed her phone in my face. I saw a picture of me and Trent on a bed, seeming like we were having s*x. I sent to open my mouth to defend myself, but before I could she cut me off. 

“You w***e!” She hissed at me. “It’s all over school, how you hooked up with almost all of the basketball team at the party!” She added before slamming in to me going on her way. 

I was heart broken! I broke down in tears. 

From that day on, I’ve been labeled as the school slut!...