Remeber us this way

Sadie I felt like doing a jumbo dance in my jumbo outfit in the middle of the aisle as i am walking down the aisle with my mom in my wedding dress.I am like, b***h!I am getting married here! Why are ya all silent like it is my funeral?I mean, just bow down dramatically to me, I am a f*****g bride! Gosh,me and bride sounds so weird thinking in one sentence.I always wanted to be that one rich aunt who brings gifts at chirstmas and never replies to texts the whole year but I guess.... ok?If it means I can deal with my mom and do whatever I want to do then I am ready to even make babies!God,I am sounding dramatic, right now. I mean who would have thought I like stop a car for an old man whose car clashed to me for his own fault and like everyone does mistakes,right?I forgive him and BOOM!He turns into my uncle's friend.His son turns into eligible bachlouer and most richest man of town. My mom finds me free to mingle and BAM!I am walking down the aisle. Sometimes i feel guitly for ditching the many dates my mom tried setting up me with that guy but I just want this to be done and the one type that guy called me and told me all about how he didn't wanted this and we will divorce one year later, I don't think I need to even meet that guy.I already hate him and maybe meeting him later would be a surprise if I find ONE at least one nice thing to go a year. I sigh,who am I kidding.I am freaking out inside and these all stupid think I am thinking is not cailmimg me at all.I hold the peonies, carnation,orchid and roses boquet tightky as their sweet smell fills my nostrills while I walk down the aisle with mom as her hand is locked with mine but I can see her tearing up from the corner of my eyes. I fiddle with my rings on my fingers which are freshly manucured. I hate doing my nails done.They are my nials!I don't need these fake ones!But they look quite though.I don't look up since I have no ineterest seeing who is at the altar or the guests faces. I look down to find us at the altar. I carefullt was stepping on the steps with my six inches wedding heels when I feel my mom unlock our hands. And a hand wrapping around mine and I look up to find a dark tossled hair man with the crystal blue eyes and a cold face. For a moment I just stood frozen. God,he is perfect.Even the jewelries that hungs all over my body cannot compare to his eyes. Or the sharp jaw,pink full lips or those sky high height.But he looksbextremely grumpy.My mom takes her seat in the front row and the officiants recites the vows.We repeat them and I realize his voice is more deep and masculine. I steal glances of him and then throw a side look to my cousin sisters and my closets friends mouthing: 'He IS HOT!' and Hazel bursts out laughing with Ari and Markie cutting off his vows. I snicker seeing the trio with an embarrassed face and trying hard to stop laughing.I glance at them amused snd looked front to find him frowned ng down at me with an raised eyebrow like he knows I did that. The priest gives my bridesmaids a weord look before continuing the vows and our 'I do's. "Do you Bella Petal Williams Sadie take Ashton Alexander Price to be your lawfully wedded husband?", the priest asks me pronouncing our names with a hardship.Ok,I get that.Yes,my name is Petal.As if Rose Petal. "I do.", I said easily not thinking at all followed by Ashton. The priest announces us couple and Ashton plants a small kiss on my cheek. The hustle of guests,Ashton's absence from most of the ceremony and me enjoying myself and me bidding bye to my family fekt like a blur. Once at the car did I realize how f****d up my life is, how much I was taking it easy on me, maybe too easy.But all I need is a room and mobile with network and I can live my whole life, it is just about one year. I sit as far as I can in the limo from Ashton I heard him clearing his throat as I am plying bubble shooter. " Yes?",I ask not looking up from my phone or I will stare at him for sure just to find imperfection."Do you know we are married?",he asks with a cold tone not a questioning tone."Pretty sure.How this small little blue thing of a ring also says,yes.",I said throwing a thumbs up towards him with sarcasm. "I don't tolerater sarcasm.Look at me while I am talking with you!", he almost growls.I look at him with a daring look." Dude,you are my husband not a teacher or my parent.Don't use that tone with me.I already agreed with your one year thing, didn't I? ",I said narrowing my eyes at his handsome face. His expression doesn't change. " I was clear on phone, I don't like gold diggers like you nor are you pretty enough to be by my side and I am giving you two million dollars. But in return you have to follow my rules for the year and do what I say.",he said and I look at him smilimg hiding my amusement."Rules?",I ask. "No talking back to me,return home before ten at night, we will stay in one room but don't cross your lines,accompany me in every public event, never defy my orders and wear every jewelry and dress I give you for the events.And don't tell anything to anyone.", he said and I nod obediently with a scared look.He nods and looks downnto his phone doing something while I look at the window to find a beautiful mansion coming to view.y jaw would hit the floor if I hadn't seen my maternal uncles's mansions before but damn!The architech,the garden,the huge metal gates everything screams money. The limo stos infront of the mansion." Don't open the door and follow me.And wear those shoes of yours.",he said casting a look at my bare foot since I took off my killer heels. So much for being handsome.He goes out and I carefully remove each jewelry his family gave me and open the door myself to see him ready to pull the door for me.I smile at him and hand his bunch of jewelries which was on me head to toe like: those chadelier diamond earning,tiara,anklett,bracelet,necklace and those ridiculous chokers with the rings. i ignore his firey glare and grab my heels putting it down on his feet. "Roses are red Sky is blue I make my own rules,why don't you?", I smile innocently at him and turn at the servants with bowing heads.Too much formalities " Which one of you will show me his room?Uh!You.",I ask them smiling and grab the bald headed man with a face that resembles kinda like the buttelr's we see in movie with a permanent frown on their faces like Nick and he casts a hesitant look at Nick while Nick galres at my back with icy chilling cold stare. Pfft,I have deal with cold woman's all my life.I roll my eyes as none moves and enter the mansion myself. That's what he gets for calling me a gold digger and briding me money in the same sentence.I sigh as I soon get lost in the mansion but finally find the room because all rooms were decorated but his was overlly decorated like a hotel suite. And like a bull he dashes inside after an hour when I am trying to figuer out what I did was actually right or wrong.And before I can say anything Nick has me frozen with a too-angry-to-handle look. "Why did you pull that little stunt infront of my f*****g servants?Wasn't marrying me enough for you?", he snaps at my face. " No,trust me it wasn't. ",I said sarcastically sitting on his bed.His jaw clenches." You called me in the middle of my f*****g night shift telling me profanties while my phone was on speaker even though you never saw me!How is that fair?Huh! And bribe me millions to marry you for a year and then BAM!Over!What do you think of me?I am no w***e to endure all this!And throwing orders at me,really,Ashton Alexander Price?",I snap finally after a week of that night since the first day I got to know i was getting married from.... him!And next morning mom explained everything to me. "Do.not.shout!", he gritts out pinning me with an icy look which made me scare to core. " I am not shouting.I am just telling you a fact that you missed.I am a respectful doctor, one who work hard to get where I am today and that does not stand as your wife. And I don't even know you to know wheather or not to marry you.I just married you because the look your father and my mother gave me wasn't a one to be ignore.They are older than me and they begged me to marry you just to be insulted by you!You don't even know me well enough to label me as a 'gold digger'.And that is the truth why I never even wanted to talk with you before wedding because i knew one more word from your mouth and I will disappoint everyone around me. ",I said throwing him a death glare and start to leave the room when I am pinned to the wall. " Where do you think you are going.".I stay silent. "Answer me!"he galres at me."Probably...at..at a hotel or my house", I said sluttering. " I never wanted an average girl like you to be my wife!And I still don't want it!Do you think you even have the standards to talk back to me or like the girls I have a one night stand with. ",he said and I felt myself going curled in a ball of self pity inside myself.I know I don't and it eats me inside not being able to be pretty.It is just not in myself to appear like a babrbie all the time. I duck my head feeling completely and utterly ashamed infront of Ashton who just asked a single question that shattered me from inside with the cold look he had. " You are an ugly duckling to me.Don't even expect anything from me that falls in the 'l' category. Doesn't mean you will go away from my watch, ugly duckling.You are staying here untill I say And get it inside your thick skull,you are staying here with me and wheather you like it or not,your my wife and my responsibilty from now,on. And you will be obedient to me, do you get that?",he said and I nod, ling gone my anger,ego or self respect. "Good.", he said and moves back from me and I blink reaptedly to hide my tears." C..Ca..Can I use the washroom?",I said swallohing the pit of lump on my throat.He doesn't say anything and leaves the room. I dash inside the bathroom crying in self pity.I am f****d up.We are f****d up.This is a major f****d up.