Jacobs POV
Sofia reeks of Lucas's scent when they return and it makes me want to rub my scent all over her again. But she seems so happy, and I don’t want to pull her away from our guests so I just observe her with every intention of making her smell like me later. Lucas is smug about it, for now! When the food is ready, we sit down at the table to eat. The afternoon progresses and time flies by. The weather is delightful and the food tastes amazing, for dessert we eat some ice cream. After that, we all sit and converse freely.
Mine and Lucas's mother get along well together and so dose Charlotte and Sofia. Isabella sleeps in Sofia's lap, she is a natural with children. I can hardly wait until we have our pups.
Johnny's dominant voice is suddenly heard across the table.
"So Lucas, I've heard you're not just a family member but soon one of my employees too?"
"That's right!" Lucas answers with a playful tone and a mock salute!
"Fantastic! Congratulations!"
Sofia's voice exclaims and she gives him one of her radiant smiles.
"When do you start?" She then wonders and looks between Johnny and Lucas.
"As I understood it, there will be
a vacancy this fall?"
"That's right," I say and clear my throat "One of the older employees at the mill retires in August. I thought it might suit Lucas! ”
We continue to discuss the Winter’s forest Co and the expansion that will be required by the mill if we get the new customer we have been contacted by. We are so deeply immersed in our discussion that we don't notice when the table is cleared, not until I feel the smell of coffee and I look around. Mum and Sofia have made a fresh pot and when Sofia comes to me with the pot to pour some, I move the chair out and pull her down on my lap.
"Would you be an angel and get us the honey and some vodka?" I mumble to her shoulder.
"And the whiskey, thank you!" Johnny says from the other side of the table.
"Certainly!" She answers and jumps up from my lap, "you can serve the coffee!" she says and hands me the pot before leaving again. She’s gotten sassier, I like it!
We quickly make sure that everyone who wants, gets Whiskey or laced coffee. Sofia has landed with the girls who are back at the drawing board. They talk lively to each other and giggle at things from time to time. To hear her happy is wonderful in every way!
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It has been a long and successful afternoon and evening in every way. When everyone has said goodbye and both Mum
and Laura have hugged Sofia both once and twice, everyone goes home. Mom and dad offered to drive Luca's mom
and sisters home to the campsite and Laura happily says yes. Me, Lucas, and Sofia clean up, Sofia yawns big at times but tries to hide it from us.
"That's enough! We'll take the rest tomorrow! ” I decide and lift her up in my arms. She leans against my shoulder and relaxes. Lucas takes a tray of dishes and carries it into the kitchen. I go upstairs with our sleepy angel. Inside the bathroom, I put her down on the counter and quickly leave to pick up her toothbrush and prepare it for her. When I come back she is washing her face so hand her a towel to dry off. I walk to stand behind her and put my arms around her waist, carefully I pull the strings to
her dress and let it open up, I pull it off her shoulders and it falls to the floor before. I give her the toothbrush and take one of her scrunchies to put her hair up in a messy bun.
She meets my eyes through the mirror and smiles at me before she starts brushing her teeth and I lean down and pull
my nose over her shoulder up towards her neck. Lucas pointed to the right side but her left side is mine. Maybe she's just as sensitive here? Not because I've thought much about it, but I think it's a good thing she's been with others before. I would have waited for her if she needed it. But I must admit that I enjoy that she lets me be so close. That she lets me take care of her, touch her. That she knows how it is supposed to be.
With the toothbrush in her mouth, she tilts her head to the side and lets me do what I want. I still hold her midriff and feel her lean towards me with a satisfied sigh. I feel her skin gently with my mouth. And nibble her now and then. When she shivers, I smile contentedly against her skin. When she has finished brushing, I place her toothbrush next to mine and lift her again. I leave the dress on the floor. In our bedroom, I put her down on the floor and unhooks her bra before I turn
around and walk to throw my clothes in the laundry and brush my teeth.
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Sofia’s POV
This afternoon was a total success and I am so incredibly happy! The icing on the cake was that Lucas didn’t have to
drive to the campsite and back. I've been studying them all evening, Lucas and Jacob. They are so incredibly beautiful that I cannot stop staring at them.
Charlotte has pushed me several times when discovering that I've been dreaming about all kinds of dirty things. After getting over the worst shocks of Luca's little trick, I walked around on pink fluffy clouds. I didn’t know that it was possible, to come, just like that. I didn’t even know I had the little spot. I feel happy, like myself again. I'm somehow mended under abnormal circumstances. This family is my new normal, and I like it!
I try not to think about my family. It comes over me sometimes, like a blow to the stomach. I don't think they have
noticed my small breakdowns. I always walk away and make sure to wash my face before I come back.
I figured out pretty quickly what Lucas was out to get when he took me away, they know they're both mines. But this
thing with scent… I have understood it's quite important to them. They constantly smell me, my hair.
Jacob's familiar tenderness when he carries me up the stairs makes me a little extra agog, I feel anticipation and desire. But I don’t want to be too obvious so I just cuddle.
When he unbuttons my bra but then leaves me I feel unsure. Should I wear a t-shirt or should I sleep as I usually did?
Before all this. The moment I throw the bra on the stool to my dressing table, the bedroom door opens and Lucas enters. I turn and look at him, he stands in the doorway like a statue and just stares. Instead of being uncomfortable or embarrassed, I smile softly at him before turning to the dressing table and taking off my jewelry. My previous tiredness is blown away and it feels more like my whole body is vibrating with anticipation. I lean forward and know my behind is on full display, wide hips and all.
All sorts of thoughts rush through my head and I concentrate to the utmost to act unmoved and calm. While I look at Lucas through the mirror. He studies me, or to be more exact, my butt. The water is turned off in the bathroom and when I look up, Jacob is standing in the other doorway, staring at me with his mouth open. His eyes flicker between black and green. As if enchanted, he follows me with his eyes. He does not wear clothes except for boxers, his upper body has that perfect V-shape that draws your attention down to the glory that is hidden underneath.
How is it possible to enjoy their full attention so much? I feel how the hairs on my body rise, I have goosebumps from head to toe. With a huge effort, I stand up and go towards the bed. They
are so cute they stand frozen, motionless. I cannot hold it in any longer and a laugh bubbles out of me.
"Are you just going to stand there or what?"
Instead of answering me, they both shake their heads no but stay put, which makes me laugh even more. I bite my lip and
decide to tease them a little?
“Do you feel uncomfortable? Should I get dressed?” I ask and reach for Jacob's T-shirt that I have slept on the last few
nights. Jacob on the right and Lucas on the left. The thought strikes me that they are on the wrong side. They shake their heads again, both slowly but clearly.
"Do you like what you see?!" I ask emboldened by them and decide to do a little spin, slowly I spin around on the spot with my arms outstretched from my body. All I have on me is a pair of dove blue cotton panties. When none of them move after that, I
shrug my shoulders and slowly crawl into bed and sit at my place in the middle.
"Are you coming?" I ask,
patting the bed lightly on either side of me before lying down and pulling my blanket over me. I lie on my side away from them and smile contentedly waiting for them to wake up from the spell. It doesn’t take seconds from that I cuddle down until the bed dips behind me and Jacob's familiar hands land on my
hip. His face cuddles in my hair, but as I lie it’s Luca's side of my neck that is exposed and he lets it be. He finds his way under the covers and it tingles all over my skin where he touches me. Very slowly his hand slips over my hip up against my midriff and ribs before his fingertips stop just below my right breast. There he draws small soft circles with his fingertips. Luca's heavy footsteps are heard across the bedroom floor and it doesn’t take long before the bed moves again. He crawls under my blanket and puts his hand on my hip. It’s rougher than Jacobs but it gives the same tingling feeling. I put my leg over him and lean my head back towards Jacob. This is how life should be, always!
"Don’t be disappointed my little angel, but there will be nothing more than cuddling tonight!" Jacob mumbles in my ear.
"Mhm," I muttered but enjoy their closeness nonetheless. There will be other days, other evenings, other
nights "Another time then?"
"Of course!" they answer in unison.
“Promise?”
“Yes!”
The next day is Sunday so I don’t wake up alone in bed for once! Instead, I lie curled up with them, almost naked. Lucas is awake and playing with my hair. Jacob snores softly behind me. After a long moment of morning coziness with Lucas, Jacob also wakes up. Like a grumpy child, he takes hold of my stomach, pulls me towards him in bed, and grunts something about it not being morning just yet.
"Honey, how do you want to do with the funeral?" Lucas wonders
"You're coming with me, aren't you?" I ask uncertainly "It would feel better if you were there!"
"Of course! The funeral is on Friday the 9th, isn’t it? So I thought we'd drive down. If we'll get going on Tuesday night we can be there by Wednesday noon. It's not that far if we stick to the highway and we take turns driving!” I nod slightly distracted. I'm not far from home. Hugo made me feel like I was on the other side of the world.
"Sounds great, should I talk to my uncle and see if we can sleep there?"
"Hotel!" Jacob mumbles against my shoulder holding me close.
"Is that okay with you?" Lucas
wonders with his wonderful eyes fixed on mine.
"Yeah, I prefer not to explain this..." I giggle.
"Well, then it’s decided. We also thought that there might be things from the house t-that you want, or need" Lucas swallows before he continues "So, you might want to do it before the funeral. If you even get to. Maybe you need to talk to your family
and the police?”
When the tears fill up my eyes, I'm not even aware of them. He is so caring. I have to reach for him because of Jacob's hard grip on my body, but he understands and crawls closer. His eyes are
immensely loving.
"Thanks!" I mumble and kiss him tenderly.
After Jacob very reluctant has let me go he falls back to sleep. I walk into the bathroom with Lucas behind me to brush my teeth.
“We need a double sink in here!” I mumble to myself.
“I know, Jacob has been thinking about getting a new bed too!”
“He has? Isn’t that crazy expensive?” I replied astonished while Lucas shrugs his shoulders gazing at me. Or on me. He is, to be more precise fixed on my hips. So I sway them a little before taking my toothbrush and giving him a smug look over my shoulder. His eyes seem to twinkle before he turns to the shower and turns it on. This is an amazing bathroom. The tile on the walls is some sleek gray stone from floor to ceiling. The floor is white and gray, it looks like marble and has this amazing pattern.
There are built-in cabinets for towels and other stuff. On the floor outside the shower is a gray soft rug to step on. The Shower is built with walls, so it’s a part of the room, not placed in the room. The door is glass and must be hell to keep clean.
The hot water is making the air moist and it starts to build up condensation on the mirror. As I spit in the sink I lean over to rinse my toothbrush and mouth. The sound of my brush going back to the glass on the sink is apparently a signal. Lucas's hands grab my hips and pull me back to the shower. He pulls me in under the hot water and closes the shower door. His strong arms hold me from behind and the water flows down our bodies. This shower isn’t like the one in my guestroom. This is larger and
has a built-in bench to sit on. I close my eyes and relax into his embrace.
“This is the real you, isn’t it?” he whispers in my ear. I hum in response unwilling to talk.
“I adore the real you!” He groaned in my
ear sending shivers down my spine. I’m still in my panties which are soaked due to standing under the water, but he isn’t wearing anything. And I can feel him press up against my lower back. I can’t see it, just feel it. And I can’t stop imagining it to be large.
The tremendous s****l frustration I’ve felt for a couple of days isn’t making this any less enjoyable, He helped me get a release yesterday and right now I feel like repaying him the favor.
Slowly I stand on my tippy toes and start to wiggle my bum against him, small circles, round and round I move. His grip on me tightens and he groans low. Still, in his embrace, I turn on the spot and put my hands on his chest. My breasts press against him and his hardness press against my belly. I trace his muscles with my fingers. I should be nervous, but feel completely calm. This is Lucas, and I’m safe. He gave ‘it’ to
me and now I want to give ‘it’ to him. I’ve done this before and have not even been close to as aroused as I am now. Tension builds up in my abdomen, anticipation, and lust. Slowly I slide down his body, I’m almost on my knees before he grasps what I’m about to do.
“You don’t have to!” he groans with a hoarse voice grabbing my cheeks and tilting my head up towards him. I opened my
eyes and focus up at him.
“I want to!” I breathe with certainty and softly take his hands in mine making him release me. He watches me as I lower
myself to the floor and sit on my knees in front of him. The water is pouring down over his body but is shielding me from getting it in my face. I take my eyes from his and view his member for the first time, and what a member it is. It’s huge, thick, and mesmerizing. I’ve never seen anything this sizable on a man before. Ever. Carefully I reach out and touch him softly. He is nicely groomed and I feel him twist in my hands. As I start to stroke him his hands find my hair and I hear him groan again. His breathing is heavy, and as I peer up at him I can see him tilting his head back. With determination, I turn my attention back at him and move faster. With both hands, I work up and down his shaft and feel him become rock-hard. His thighs tense up and I hear him moan with pleasure above me. Incited by his reaction I speed up some more and lean in to take him in my mouth when it all becomes dark. In a flash, I’m back in the truck. The water is gone and the hay is again underneath me. My head whipped from side to side in panic. I feel Mia’s hand on my thigh and beholds her face and pleading eyes. The smell in here makes me want to throw up. As realization hits me tears pour down my face filling my nose and mouth, enough to drown me. I can’t breathe, the tears are smothering me. My hands shake uncontrollably and I shake my head. Through the tears, I feel him grab my face in his hands. Has he let go of Mia? Why am I back here, I don’t want to be heard. Not now, not with him. Unable to look up at him I know what I have to do. I need to save Mia.
“Honey, honey… You need to breathe, do you hear me. Breath!” Lucas's voice is heard and it isn't supposed to be here. I look around in the truck. But it’s all dark, and blurry. He is nowhere to be seen.
“Sofia! Look at me!” The voice demands and snaps me out of the dark. It’s like waking up from a nightmare.
Luca's wonderful eyes are filled with terror staring at me from above, we are back in the shower. He is on his knees on the tiled floor in the shower. The water is still running down his body and mine is still shaking.
“I’m sorry, I-I’m so sorry…” I sob repeating it over and over still shaking forcefully.
“No, angel, don’t be! It’s not your fault… I know that, and you do too!” He begs, kissing me all over my face. I can’t answer him through my sobbing and just shake my head. I feel him rise and take me with him. He puts me down on the bench and starts to wash my hair for me. He massages my scalp gently, I still have my shampoo in the guest bathroom. This soap smells softer than mine. He washes me off from head to toe before turning off the water and grabbing a large soft towel to dry me off with. We don’t speak one word. I’m ashamed and I don’t know what Lucas I thinking. He carries me wrapped in the towel to the guestroom and kisses me one last time before leaving. Instead of getting dressed I go and lie on the bed still wearing the wet towel and my soaked panties. I can’t do anything. I can’t think. I only lie down staring at the door…