Being his halal

Chapter fifteen.

Waking up so early to pray fagr was always my normal duty. But then I realized I was off salat. I sat on the bed looking at annur.

He slept soundly, as he ran his hand over his hair. Wait I never knew people do that even when sleeping, but I shouldn't be surprised he's annur, my husband.

He let out a small smile on his cheek and I couldn't help but smile also, I felt so attracted to him in ways I couldn't explain, seeing him touch me, kiss me, call me dear, all those little things made me realize one thing.

I'M IN LOVE WITH ANNUR.

Yes am in love with annur, but I couldn't say because I wondered if he feels the same way, its like whenever am always lost he's always there to bring me back, he's always there to bring me closer to him.

I stared at him a little longer looking at his handsome structure. He is a very handsome man, with black brown hair like me and irresistible body.

I couldn't help but wonder while all these thoughts flew to mind and the answer is Allah knew the best for us when he joined us together and for that I'll be forever grateful not to talk of all the other things he's done for me. Just one month and it was enough for me to fall for him.

I giggled out again and couldn't resit. I lowered my body to his and put on him a small kiss on his lips and then decided to get up but I couldn't as I felt his warm, soft touch around my wrists.

"Did you think what you just did would get you off me easily" I hear annur say with sleepy eye.

"What.. What are you talking about." I tried to deny things.

"Come here" he said dragging me towards him and placing me on top of him letting me sit on his laps and holding me tightly around my waist.

"Annur, let me go."

"Why, you're never going anywhere away from me." He turns me over letting our positions be vice versa while tickling me.

"Annur, stop" I said laughing.

See what I started.

"Oh my wife is ticklish" he said before stopping.

He gazed his eyes with mine before lowering it while looking at my lips and coming closer.

He let our lips intertwined, dragging my lower lip making me gasp for breath.

"An...." I tried to stop him but he got in again and kissed me passionately, while placing his hands on my arms rendering them useless then taking off my little night top.

I let out a moan as he kiss all round my neck, touching my bare skin leaving me with my top at the lower lobe of my chest.

He went further grabbing my hips like he was craving for hunger. My breath became deeper as I tried to break free. I then remembered the first reason I woke up. FAGR but that wasn't the only reason I would want this to stop. I was still not ready for whatever he was Offering, I couldn't let him, not yet at least. But if I tell him that it might only piss him off. Telling him it's time for fagr is the only way I could get him off me, not that I wanted to.

"Annur" I said trying to stop him from making me shirtless.

I'm the cause of this, if I hadn't been so attracted to him and kissed him, we wouldn't be here. But I just had to, and now I've released a sensual Annur.

"Hmmm"he said while kissing my neck down till it reached my chest.

"Annur, its time for fagr." I said, making Him stop immediately.

"What?" He asked.

"Yes, that's what I was going to wake you up for before all these started." I said pushing him away.

"Fine, I'm going" he dragged me again and pulled me into a deep kiss." He stopped, while I adjusted my top.

I watched him as he prayed and how he recited the Qur'an beautifully I swear it was melodious.

"Admiring me babe" he said closing his Qur'an and folding the prayer mat.

"Babe, that's a new one." I said.

"Yeah, get used to it." He walked towards me as he laid on the bed, my head on top his shoulder as he caressed my hair beautifully. All these just feels like a dream some weeks ago I didn't even know where we were going to but now everything just seem in place and being too good to true. I look up at anuur to find he's already asleep This beautiful man that has managed to capture my heart in ways I could never have imagine, too bad I can never tell him, at least not now, who knows what he feels for me. Who knows, he may not love me, but I will not think about that now because he is mine and I'm his, whatever we do is now halal.

I push those thoughts and try to close my eyes when annur' phone starts to ring. Great, when I was planning on sleeping.

"Annur" I said shaking him.

"Hm" he replies lazily.

"Annur, your phone's ringing" I woke him.

"Leave it , when I wake up." He spoke his eyes still shut. I left it and decided to go back to sleep when it rang again and I went to pick it up.

"Annur, it's mom." Yes I called her mom, I like calling his mom my mom because she always did most things I didn't get from mine, also she said I should call her that.

"Pick it up" he said waking, turning towards me.

"Okay." I picked the call and placed it on speaker.

"Asalamualiakum mom."

"Waasalam my dear, hatina is that you?." Mom spoke as I shrugged annur so he could stop going back to sleep. Oh God this man.

"Yes I'm the one" I replied while annur kept staring at me laughing. Why is he laughing now.

"How are you my dear? How is anuur?" She asks and I turn back to annur giving him the phone but he won't take it.

"Alhamdulilah, we're both fine. What about you?" I replied. Finally annur decided to get up.

"I'm fine alhamdulillah, so how is paris, I hope you two are getting along fine, I want to see my grandchildren soon." She spoke and I froze. What grandchildren, i and annur haven't......we..no... I kept on talking in my head as Annur kept on laughing and took the phone from me.

"Asalam, mom." He says smiling. Oh so now I'm what's funny.

"Wasalam, my boy, I hope you're getting enough rest over there."

" yes, I am." He replied smiling back at me but I give him an angry face.

"As I told hatina, I'm waiting to see my gran.." Annur cut her off.

"Don't worry mom, your grandchildren will be here soon." Annur said and I widen my eye in shock. What is wrong with him. What grandchildren?

"Alhamdulillah, I can't wait for you two to get back, the house has really been boring, only i and your father at home. Also faiz and faiza are coming back soon." Faiz and faiza are annur siblings mom told me about that couldn't make it to our wedding.

"That's great, I guess we'll see them when we get back."

"Okay, bye for now, and take good care of my daughter."

"Always" annur said looking at me but I still continue to give him the angry face. He cut the call and came closer to me.

"Babe what's wrong" he ask putting a hand on my face that sends chills all over me. Why do i always feel this way Ya Allah.

"I'm not talking to you" I said to him angrily. To be honest am not really angry at him I just want him to think so. Why do I want that? I also don't know. Hormones.

"What did I do wrong" he ask coming so close to me that I'm sure I wouldn't be able to speak anymore. He places the other hand on waist coming so close that I could feel his breath on my face.

"What....wh..what are you doing" I tired speaking. You see what I mean.

"I'm trying to apologize. I know you're mad at me" he says looking so deep into my eyes that i had to bring down my face. I gulped so hard that he heard me. What is this man making me become. "Don't you want me to apologize" he ask bringing up my face to meet his.

"You..u..b.." Not gain please. " that is not how to apologize " I say composing myself while we still stare into each others eyes.

"Okay do you want me to do it like this" he grabs my waist tight moving his lips to my neck fanning me with his breath. I couldn't breathe, I couldn't do anything but just let him. My heart danced, raced and did all kinds of summersaults.

His lips meets my neck and I gasp due to his cold touch but that didn't stop him, he kissed it again this time going lower and lower till he was close to my shoulder. I should stop this because I'm not ready but I can't seem to, rather I gave him more access by bending my neck.

"An..um" I tried speaking but failed as his lips danced around my neck. His grip kept on becoming tighter while he slips them into my top and I shiver, he seem to notice as he raise his head up.

He stares into my eyes as I remained looking flustered and speechless.

"You are the most beautiful woman I've ever seen" annur spoke making my heart melt the more. Why is he doing this, what is he doing to me? I just stared at him in awe and couldn't speak, I couldn't say anything. I had many things to say but I couldn't voice them out.

"I...yo.." I wanted to talk but I couldn't. He just smiled while he came closer to my lips and spoke. "what are you doing to me hatina." What did he just say. Look who's talking, he's the one making me speechless that I can't even pronounce an alphabet.

He didn't waste much time before taking control of my lips, he kissed me senseless and still I was speechless. Can you imagine. He definitely knew what to do as he bit my lower lip making me moan and then he smiles, taking in again I didn't let him take control as I kissed him back with all the strength I had.

His hands roamed through my body as he lifts up my top and throwing it to the floor leaving me exposed in only my bra. I need to stop this, I need to, at least not yet. But I couldn't. No i enjoyed it, I loved it.

My heaving chest was his new concern as he stared at them and made me feel exposed. He kissed me again touching all parts of me then lying me on the bed.

"Ann...an...anuur" I spoke trying to make it stop. This is going to go too far.

"I know, I know we can't. Don't worry I wasn't planning on taking you today. Whenever you're ready." He spoke lying gently on top of me." Trust me okay, I know my limits" he says as the the only thing I could do was nod.

He lips took mine again while I returned it back. He left my lips and went back to my neck kissing every single part but he focused mainly at the center of my neck. I enjoyed every part till a sharp fast pain ran through my neck but was gone immediately as he kissed it again.

"What was that" I shot up and he stopped and looked at me smiling.

"I just gave you a Hickey" he smiled.

"Annur" I spoke.

"You don't like it? Well since we couldn't have s*x yet there were other things we could do" he smirked.

"No not that. I liked it, I'm just not used to it" I spoke shyly.

"Don't be shy, okay? You're mine and I'm yours. Forever" he spoke and I smile. Ya Allah I really need him to stop saying all these sweet things , its getting me too much and I'm falling really hard. "I'm sorry for what I did that made you upset at me" he spoke again. Wait what? Was I upset with him? Oh yes, I am mad at him but look where that got us.

"Not forgiven" I spoke. I really need to start workings on my speechlessness.

"Okay what can I do to be forgiven and what did I do?" he asks innocently.

"You were laughing at me when I was talking to mom and just kept looking at me smiling. I thought I had something on my face" I spoke angrily.

" i was smiling because you were looking too cute, So that's why you're angry at me?" He ask c*****g his brows. Isn't it enough to be angry at that?. No it shouldn't. Ahh these hormones are getting me so bad. I looked cute? Ya Allah my head gonna burst open.

"Yes" I replied.

"Tho I know normally you wouldn't be upset about that, I get it okay, but still I'm sorry if that did upset you" he spoke sweetly. This man!!!! See he understands. I hate this time of the month.

"You're forgiven" I replied and he smiled brightly leaning in and capturing my lips.

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I went to the bathroom had my normal routine and came out, I still wasn't comfortable with annur there, so I told him to excuse me for a while, he didn't complain and just went. I know after today seeing me in a bra, I still wasn't comfortable with him seeing me in a towel.

I went to my closet picked a black crop top and a white tight jean that brought out my hips,put some make up on and took out my kimono next to the bed, I didn't wear that one yet, I wanted to be free. It was a Saturday and the workers have already gone.

"Annur, come on in" I called him.

" You look stunning ." He said grabbing me and placing a kiss on my lip.

"Thank you, I have to go and make breakfast." I said pushing him away.

He let me go and I went straight to to the kitchen, i made plantain and egg, since it was still early we wouldn't eat much.

I went upstairs to call anuur and the sight I saw was lavishly. Annur was dancing.

"Nice moves." I said laughing.

"Yea, bet you can't do better."

"Are you doubting me?" I say coming closer.

"Yes, show me what you got." He winks

"Okay, then." I said , he tuned the music and played come closer by wizkid and drake. I love that song.

"Watch me." As the song started I went closer to him so he could see everything clearly. I saturated my body by whining my waist and shaking my bum. I wrapped my two arms on his neck and whined slowly. Annur was speechless, I made him speechless.

He later on said something, he was singing the song 'baby, come closer'. And turned me around and held my waist touching every part of me while we danced.

" now how was that." I said turning, my two hands round his neck.

"That was crazy, where did you learn to that."

"Let's just say I'm a natural."

"Haha, okay then, but that was sexy, I loved It." Hia eyes meaning every word. His hands caressed my cheek lightly as he closes his eye only to open them again. " I love you hatina, I don't know how or when but I've fallen in love with you."