THE FUN HAS JUST BEGUN

the girl in the picture is the one I love and she doesn't even act like I exist. does that matter to some or all of us? I used to think it wouldn't even happen, but I've been rejected before, and it still stings. do I pick the wrong women, are they out of my league or am I just an old soul, hopeless romantic who's seen too many movies. im not nieve enough to believe there always has to be a happy ending or a heroes of sorts. although somehow I think I can win her over and keep looking for the day she'll be into me. what do you think about that, is love always one sided? does it always cause you to chase or be disappointed? whose really knows.... are there people on there death bed that wish they'd had a different partner or path in life are we all doomed to find out regret fuels fear of death? the happy ending in my mind may be a nightmare to another. one man's heaven may be another man's hell. I guess we will all get our validation answers in eternity and understand why certain things just never happened