Returning back to the states proved to be more difficult than I thought, somehow my heart just wanted me to run and hide, or search something out or something, I wasn't quite sure. I had been back a week and hadn't slowed down, I spent many sleepless nights trying to catch up on my work. Terrance had done a great job, but at the end of the day there were still things that I needed to do myself. I was happy when Saturday finally rolled in, and it was time for Mark to be back. He was cutting his trip short by about a week, but he said he had some important things he wanted to discuss with me and needed to come soon. We were planning on meeting at Roux about six, he wanted to also discuss the fundraiser with Scott, since they had made their minds up, and it wa

