THE DAY I BECAME A MOTHER

Get out of here now! who are you ?,do I know you in fact have we ever met before ,celeb said "‘madam sir please I don't know your daughter and I don't know how she's pregnant I haven't even seen her in my life not talk of getting up pregnant, please I don't know what you're talking about, he knew he was lying ,he was " I thought'he lured me in the room he told me that it was an experiment that nothing would happen but I was deceived and now denied in front of a little crowd which in a few hours hours after some busy bodies tell one or two persons who spread like wide fire that I was a p********e but I wasn't even if no one including my parents believe Both me and my parents left caleb's house in shame and embarrassment there were both ashamed of me and I was also ashamed of myself ,the least I would ever want to do was to bring the name of my family down to the ground We got into a new car it was the Bugatti La Voiture, we drove back home in silence and the only sounds we heard with a vehicles along the road and the hawkers walking around in the big city along the road When we got to our streets ,my heart skipped a beat ;a hasty feeling of anxiety rushed all over my body, I started sweating profusely. Everything stopped when I heard the horn sound of the car ,I was now ready for anything I knew my father as an I'll tempered man and my mom supported him in every decision ,both good and bad, beneficiary and non-beneficiary. Immediately the car packed, my dad jumped out ,open the back seats where I sat down and threw me out. I yelled in pain as my whole body carelessly landed on the concrete floor ,immediately my dad started losing the belts of his trousers ,And my mom started matching my stomach and chest, " that bastard in your stomach would die today"she cried; useless girl "she continued;you cannot disgrace me oh, kids like you graduate the university before giving birth but you are barely in your senior year and you're three months pregnant. All of a sudden I couldn't scream anymore the lashes from my dad's belt on my skin and my mom's beating became too excruciating that I could not longer feel anything, everything turned white ,and I was led to unconsciousness. I didn't actually remember where I was when I open my eyes though the blue light made it difficult to do so , 'Matilda "my dad called ' you've brought disgrace to our family's name ,let me ask you something 'he continue",what did you need or what have you needed that I haven't provided that you have to go out outside and disgrace us like this oh my God" my mom lamented " for a moment I forgot she was there , A good 16 years of hard work and what's the result, by then tears were already streaming down my red puffy cheeks, I'm sorry "I finally spoke shakily",I didn't mean to, I didn't know 'my mom rushed towards me and give me a hot slap that's imprinted her five fingers on my life complexion skin shut up " she exclaimed " I said shut up ;I don't believe anything you're saying. for a moment,she stopped talking then she continued,"has a matter of fact, since you can go behind our backs and get pregnant those riffraff and those your things go and pack up and leave this house you are no longer my daughter , you're disowned. And my whole world ceased. Outcast Only God knows how long I pleaded with them, that they shouldn't throw me out, that I was sorry but my mom said it's better I remain childless than to have a p********e as a daughter and then my mom stood up and left me there with my baggages outside the gate and my dad followed without uttering a word; i stayed there for another 3 hours begging but then it was my new reality it was getting late,It's half past six in the evening, and I couldn't cry anymore. I had to accept my fate. I have spent hours begging them to open the gate for me, but they turned on home, the other house. I lived in a government residential area. I couldn't sleep outside or I would fall I'll, I have spent hours begging them to open the gate for me, but they've shut me out for good, this time I packed my little belongings and led myself out of the environment, I wanted to go to somewhere far away that no one would know me, somewhere I could start fresh but then it was already late. I was standing in front of a big church , looking at the poster of a man holding his wife and I just assumed that it was his church and perhaps the lady is who they usually called "mummy G.O", of the church, I walked towards the church and found it locked outside, but I had to get in, I tried pulling but I couldn't. luckily, I was fortunate enough to discover an open window at the side so I threw my backpack inside and jumped in,it was lit , it was dusty but warm, thankfully. I grabbed my bag to check out what was inside, I found my utility purse, where I kept my money and other essential things, my phone was there but I was almost died so charged it, cause there was power supply so I charge both that and my power bank, I was hungry and I checked my utility bag, but it had only snacks, and I didn't think I could eat it, then I remember how my mom used to come into my room and persuade me to eat, while keeping me compan, now just before my own eyes, I'mstruggling, then I asked my self will I be able to overcome this, I pondered.