My affair with my professor mate

Neva As I am leaving for my first day at CIU College, I felt anxious. I am 21 years old, already married, and everyone around me is younger and living the student life. I do not belong here, I think to myself while I'm walking down the hall to go to the orientation for all the first year students. Besides the fact that I am only attending college 3 years after school, I'm married to a man who is an alcoholic and goes missing every second week, I am also in a college that is attended by mostly if not only humans, I do not smell any other werewolves and I doubt I will. I live in a town called Northenberch just outside the city where my husbands' family basically owns the whole town and everyone in it, including me. Our town's Alphas are all shareholders of one of our countries biggest engineering firms. My husbands' family hold most of the shares, and they are also the largest pack. In the orientation hall, I spot one particular blond girl sitting on her own, everyone else were standing in groups. I decided it will be easier to go talk to her, which is only one person, than to talk to an entire group. Hi I'm Neva I introduced myself, and she replied I'm Cammie with half a smile. She smells nice for a human and I feel comfortable with her, which is a feeling I do not have when at home. After a long introduction, we are allowed to take a short break. Cammie suggested we go get coffee at the cafeteria, we talked for a while, she is quite interesting, her family owns the majority of wine farms on the countryside. While Cammie is talking, I suddenly have a warm numb feeling, my wolf is restless and I look around me, I see all the professors are sitting in the lounge area which has a see-through glass panel and one particular person caught my eye, he was standing against the wall in front of the room talking to the other professors as if he is giving a presentation. Something about him just makes me uncomfortable my wolf wants to take over and I fight her to keep calm, I excuse myself and I use the ladies' room to get a hold of myself. After a long day, I decided to walk to each of my classes which I will attend tomorrow to make sure I do not get lost and need to ask anyone for directions. My last class will be basic psychology on my way to the class my senses heighten again, my wolf is almost out of control, and I can feel my heart beating faster, that uncomfortable feeling is back. I go into the psychology classroom, the same guy I saw in the lounge filled with all the professors is sitting at a desk, he looks busy as I turn around to exit the classroom before I disturb him, going against every instinct I have. He says you can introduce yourself, he was dominant and I liked it. I froze and after a long pause, I respond with I'm Neva, I'm taking your class this semester. You are my professor? He answers yes and introduces himself as Nate. I'm feeling this urge of obsession and lust which I cannot explain mu wolf wamts him, the only thing I can get myself to do is to rush out of the classroom. It is a 60-min drive home, I chose CIU because it has the best psychology program in our state. Not knowing what just happened to me, I had the professors face printed in my mind as if it is a tattoo printed on my skin. I've never felt this way, especially not around a human, my wolf is also confused. He had the most beautiful dark blue eyes, light brown hair and tanned skin. He had glasses on which fit the part of a professor. I need to distract myself and hopefully by tomorrow I would have pulled myself together. At home, we have Margo, she cooks and cleans for our household. She had children, but they were executed by one of the Lycan families for trespassing on their property. Lycans aren't Werewolves, they possess a lot more power and can basically do whatever they want because they are much stronger and more powerful than any Werewolf pack. Werewolves have different packs and an Alpha in every pack. Lycans have one main Alpha that is similar to a king over all the Lycans. Werewolves are not bound to the Lycan King, but some Alphas are good friends with the Lycan King. Margo, is my only friend in the pack, she knows my unhappiness and sees the truth, she makes dinner every night then sits and eats with me because I spend most of my nights alone. My husband comes home late in the evenings, sometimes I won't see him for weeks. I miss him but not in this setting, I miss who he used to be. He was my best friend, we grew up together until everything changed when we got married 2 years ago, ever since he has become a stranger. During the night I find myself waking up every hour my wolf is sad, I'm missing someone, something inside me is longing for a person I do not know. My heart starts raising, and mixed emotions fall over me. I attempt to sleep, but it is impossible my wolf keeps waking me. I have no control, and I keep seeing the professor's face as if I've known him my whole life. Why did he make such an impact when he didn't do anything specifically memorable? I feel my vag calling me, my hormones are out of control. I remove my panties and take out my v-toy which is in the first drawer next to my bed. The vibrating sound makes my vag get a little wet as if my body knows Im about to give myself sweet pleasure. I see the professors eyes as if he is looking straight at me, I put the tip of the toy onto my g-spot and the vibration pulse through my body. It does not take long before I orgasm and the pleasure I just gave myself make me drip on the bed a little bit. my wolf is quite now, I know it womt last but atleast I can get some sleep in. Today is my official first day at college, I am excited and scared at the same time. I'm starting to feel better after the horrible night I had. Hours have passed, and I have to attend my basic psychology class now my olf is exited. I know its is becauseof the professor but I cannot understand why, he is human after all, humand and Werewolfs do not mate. I am not looking forward to it, how do I trust myself to act normal when I see the professor again? I enter the classroom, my wolf is howling, I can feel my panties getting wet when I smell him, he smells like fresh air and burning wood at the same time it is addictive, he did not have a human smell neither did he smell like a Werewolf. I quickly forced myself to focus, what is wrong with me, why is my body responding like this? If this was a school full of Werewolves I wouldn't be able to hide my arousal. I will not be able to attend this class, I'm going home, my wolf is weeping and fighting me to stay but I skipped the class instead. I'm overwhelmed and exhausted, my body is failing me and I cannot allow it. I am married, this is not acceptable! My parents were happily married until my father died. My mother did not know how to raise me without my father and allowed me to stay with my husbands parents at the age of 15. They treated me well, now not so much. It has been more than a week and I haven't attended one of the basic psychology classes. My wolf is upser and she is quite, it feels as if I broked her in some way. Keeping my distance is helping but I still smell him in the halls, in the cafeteria and in the parking lot, I just can't escape him but I will keep trying until this feeling goes away. I am at the library looking for a book on Anthropology, I find the subject interesting and the APY professor suggested we do some additional reading on subtopics surrounding Anthropology. I enjoyed learning about the ancestral tree. The hair on my arms are standing up and I feel this warmth that calms me and makes me melt into my chair, my wolf starts coming out again. Why are you not attending my class, a voice from behind me asked.