My Mafia Mate

MATTHEWS P.O.V "Why do you all hate me so much?" I asked my "parents" in tears. "Because your a disgrace to the entire pack you can do anything to help the pack. Your useless." That's what my parents told me when I was 12. I'm currently 17 I'm turning 18 tomorrow where I can either become a rouge and leave my pack or stay and continue to deal with the abuse given to me by my pack. I'm constantly told that I'm unless or nobody will every love me or care about me. I'm pretty much used to the abuse because its been happening all my life. "YOU f*****g RETARD." *slap* That was my lovely mother. Note the sarcasm. "YOU FAGGET USELESS GOOD FOR NOTHING BITCH." *kick* And that was my loving and caring father. Again note the sarcasm. The continued for a few more hours and I crawled up to the attic where I'm aloud to sleep. Tomorrow will be the best birthday I will probably ever have because the Alpha king will come to our pack for a routine check. And when he comes all the pack members have to be present even if they don't consider me a member of their pack I still am. So hopefully I wont be hit at all but usually the never happens. DERK (ALPHA KINGS) P.O.V I have a good feeling about tomorrow like I might finally find my mate. Everyone thinks that I wont except my mate others think I already rejected my mate but truth I haven't found her yet. I've been told I'm a heatless b***h which I am. But that's only because I haven't found anyone to tame the beast inside me. But when I do I swear on my life that i wont let anything happen to her. I'll protect her with my life.