The Omega And Her Triplet Mates

Chapter 31: Closer

“Rose you shouldn’t—” I cut him off and said, “it’s my choice Jax, didn’t you guys tell me that the female always gets the final say when you accept her?”

“You might not like me anymore when you feel just how dark my thoughts can be.”

I held his hands in mine and replied, “you’re my true mate for a reason, and I believe it’s because the moon goddess or fate or whoever it is, knows that I can handle this.”

I reached up and kissed his lips and instantly pulled back, spluttering. “Go wash your damn mouth! I can taste her on your lips!”

He tried, he really tried, but in the end Jax couldn’t hold it in, and he burst into laughter.

“f***k, I’m sorry,” he laughed as he left to go clean up.

The pain was still somewhat there, but it wasn’t crushing like it had been before, I felt like I could breathe again knowing he did want me.

I was a little fearful about feeling Jax’s darker urges, but I think I could handle them as I was prepared and already knew what he did.

Being rich really did have its perks, and I was pretty sure the alpha had paid off the hospital to keep it all quiet.

Jax was back within half an hour with his hair damp and messy from a shower. “You want to stay with me tonight?”

“I’m supposed to stay with Fenris.”

“Do you want to stay with him?”

I shrugged awkwardly.

“Remember it’s up to you what you want to do, so don’t worry about our feelings, we are big boys and can handle it.”

“Maybe for tonight I’ll stay with you then, I feel like I need you right now.” I whispered the words, so quietly a human wouldn’t have picked up on them, I’d also tried to be a little more open by admitting how much I needed him right now.

“Get in bed then,” he said. I climbed in with my heart racing, and he climbed in next to me.

He held me from behind and asked, “are you ok now?”

“Better than I was,” I replied into the darkness.

Gently, he trailed soft kisses along my neck and I stretched my neck to give him more access.

While he was kissing my neck i felt his hand sliding up between my legs and this time I didn’t stop him.

He rubbed and stroked my p*****. over my trousers, making me really wet, and then he put his hand down my trousers and panties, and pushed his fingers inside of me.

I was wet enough it didn’t hurt too much having two inside of me, and I opened my legs wider to give him more access.

He fingered me hard and fast, and I had to lightly tap his shoulder and ask, “slow down, it hurts a little.”

He did as I asked and replied, “didn’t my brother stretch you out?”

He was being serious, there was no hint of humor in his voice because at this point he was too turned on to make jokes.

“Seems I really am a virgin again,” I teased.

“Do you want to f***k?”

“Jax!”

“Sorry, make love?”

“Not until you do the acceptance ritual, knowing you, you’ll change your mind about me again by tomorrow.”

He was leaning on his forearm by my head, and with that hand, he gently stroked my hair.

“I won’t change my mind.” He leaned down, kissed me softly and whispered, “you can touch me too if you want.”

I did want, I wanted all traces of Ashley and her smell off my mate, I wanted to claim him with my own scent.

I pulled him out of his trousers and moved my hand up and down his thick hard e.rection like Fenris had taught me on himself, but Jax wanted it done differently.

“Harder,” he breathed.

I moved faster, but that’s not what he meant. He wrapped his hand around mine and made me squeeze him as hard as I could while I moved my hand up and down on him.

“Doesn’t that hurt?” I asked.

I was literally using all of my strength. “I like pain,” was all he said.

I worked him faster, and he was too lost in pleasure to finger me anymore, he lay back on the bed and moaned, “f***k, I’m gonna blow my load.”

I worked my hand even faster, and at this point it was aching from both the movement and how tight of a grip I had on him.

He really did blow his load, it went everywhere, including all over my hand, his stomach, and even his chest, as well as the bedsheets. “Jax, you come a lot,” I said.

He gave a breathless laugh and answered, “I know, I don’t hook up with people much, and I’m still a virgin unlike my brothers, must be those reasons, or I just carry more come.”

“You definitely carry a lot,” I laughed.

Leaning on his elbows, he reached up and kissed my shoulder, “it’s all for you darling.”

“Me?” I asked as we cleaned up the mess.

“Yeah, it will make it super easy to get you pregnant.”

My head snapped round to look at him. “What!” I all but yelled.

He sat up and rolled his eyes. “Fenris didn’t f.ucking tell you before the ritual, did he?”

“Tell me what?”

He leaned against my headboard and sat how he always did with one knee up and his arm draped over it, he used that same arm to run his hand through his hair. “Uh, well, when you find your true mate, the goal is to get her pregnant and keep the legacy of your family going. It’s more important when you’re mated to an alpha, especially one who’s alpha of a pack, which me and my brothers will be soon.”

“Why is it more important if you’re in charge of a pack?”

“It’s just the way it’s always been, it’s become tradition among werewolves and makes the alpha look strong and healthy too, if you have a mate, but can’t get her pregnant, then it’s a sign of weakness among werewolves, stupid but true.”

“You have to get me pregnant straight away?”

“You can wait a year or two, but yeah, after that other wolves will be wondering why you’re still not pregnant.”

I thought about all the information he’d just told me, I’d always dreamed of having a child, my own little family who I could love, and they’d love me back, I used to fantasize about my own life in the future with a child, how different I’d treat them to how my parents treated me.

I could have that dream become a reality? And with Jax? It both turned me on and excited me at the thought of being pregnant with Jax’s baby.

A thought occurred to me and I asked, “does that mean I have to get pregnant by all of you or just one?”

“All of us, but because you have more than one mate, werewolves won’t be expecting you to get pregnant so quickly by all of us, so it gives you more time when you’ve had your first pup.”

“Sheesh, thanks.”

He smirked and said, “I know it’s a stupid and outdated way of thinking for us, and you don’t have to get pregnant if you don’t want to.”

“What happens to you guys if I don’t?”

“Nothing, we will still be alphas of the pack, we might get some backlash from other packs and maybe some challenges from other alphas who think we are weak, but f***k all that, it’s your body and your choice, we can handle it, plus we have an extra edge.”

“What do you mean?”

“Me, other packs haven’t tried challenging my dad because they’re respectful and fearful of him, but they’re damn well terrified of me.”

“They know what you do?”

He nodded and said, “that, and dad used it to his advantage. One alpha tried challenging us a few years back, so dad made me deal with him and said I could do whatever I wanted as long as I got video footage.”

My mouth felt dry, but I made myself ask, “what was on the footage?”

“Just me doing what I do best, I was a little more dramatic than usual.”

“Jax,” I asked again.

“I can show you if you like.” He pulled his phone out, found what he was looking for, and dropped it on the bed in front of me.

I didn’t want to see it, yet I couldn’t stop myself watching. Someone was chained up while Jax t.ortured them, blood was everywhere while he cut and sliced them with a blade deep enough I knew bone would be showing.

Luckily, the footage wasn’t great quality, so it wasn’t crystal clear, but it was damn well clear enough.

He used all sorts of painful instruments besides the blade, and it took the chained man a very long time before he died. I skipped a lot to avoid seeing it all, it was half an hour long and even when it ended he’d still been alive.

“Did you kill him?”

“No.”

I looked at him surprised. “He looks half dead.”

“He was, but I don’t kill people unless they’ve done something truly evil, he only challenged our pack, which is natural among wolves, so I simply made a show of what would happen if you mess with ours.”

“Do they know he’s still alive?”

“No, the agreement was he lives if he leaves the country and never mentions that we let him live to anyone, if he breaks those rules I hunt him down.”

He took the phone from me, “still want to be tied to me permanently and all that s.hit you’d be feeling?” He asked sarcastically.

I crawled over the bed until I was leaning in front of him. “Is that why you made me watch the video? Was it a test? If you’re hoping to put me off and make me change my mind, it hasn’t worked.”

I nudged his legs out of the way and leaned my hands on the bed either side of his waist, so he was between me.

“Maybe you are as f.ucked up as me then,” he said.

“Maybe so.” I leaned in and kissed him, he didn’t respond right away and when I pulled away feeling shy, he tugged me back and finally kissed me.

Without breaking the kiss, he moved me until I was on my back, and he was on top. He kissed me hungrily, grabbing the back of my thigh and pulled me more firmly against his hard e.rection that I could feel through his sweatpants.

A knock sounded and Fenris called through, “dad wants a word with us all, Jax, you two need to come down.” He left us alone and Jax groaned.

He climbed off me and took my hand, helping me to my feet too.

I yelped in surprise when he pulled me into his chest hard and wrapped his arm around my waist. “We really need to do that ritual because I really need to f***k you so bad.”

He kissed my neck and brushed his lips over the mark Fenris had left. “I need to mark you too.” He kissed the other side of my neck next to my collar bone, and murmured, “right here.”

He gently bit it and I wrapped my arms around his neck, pressing myself more firmly against him. There was just something about Jax that drove me wild, he turned me on in ways no one else could, heck, just looking at him turned me on.

I had to go on tip toe to reach his lips, and he helped me by meeting me halfway.

The kiss was long and slow, but was interrupted by Romulus walking in.

Jax didn’t let me go right away, and I was too lost in the kiss to even realize someone else was in the room. It wasn’t until he stopped moving his lips against mine, that I opened my eyes, with his lips still on mine, he was looking over my shoulder with annoyance, he slowly dragged his lips across mine like he didn’t want to break the kiss to look at who it was until our lips were no longer joined, and he was standing straight.

“What?” He snapped.

Romulus held his hands up and made a low whistle, “I know it sucks when you get interrupted having some fun, but dad is getting impatient. Just kiss her downstairs.”

Romulus came over to us and reached around Jax to take my hand. “Come on love.”

He held my hand and although Jax still seemed p.issed off, he came with us downstairs.

Again we were all sat in the alpha’s room while he sat behind his desk. I was in between Jax and Romulus, both of them holding my hands. Fenris stood behind me and kissed the top of my head.