Chapter 28: Making up

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“What the f***k are you doing down here?” He asked. He had clearly calmed down, but there was still anger in his voice. “I needed to make sure you were ok.” “Don’t you need to go f.ucking check on your mate and not his psychotic brother?” “You’re not psychotic, you have a dark hobby, but you use it to protect the innocent and humans from the monsters.” He stood up and came over, gripping the bars tightly. “I’m a f.ucking killer Rose, I kill because I enjoy it. f***k off and leave me alone.” “Jax, please don’t be like this, I thought we were friends.” He wouldn’t talk to me after that, he outright blanked me as if I wasn’t even there. I left him alone and tried ignoring the pain in my heart, I hated that even our friendship seemed to be over. I didn’t know what was going on with him, but for now, I needed to let him have his space. I ate silently in the kitchen while everyone else ate in the dining room and jumped to the sound of Romulus’s voice. “You alright love?” He asked. I nodded and gave him a small smile. I think he surprised himself as much as me when he stroked my head and ran his fingers through my hair. Quickly, he dropped his hand, “sorry.” “It’s ok.” While he grabbed a plate for himself, I asked, “where’s your girlfriend? I can’t remember what her name was.” He absentmindedly answered, “we broke up ages ago. I haven’t dated anyone since the whole mate thing, it feels too weird.” “Why does it feel weird?” Apparently, I was asking too many questions, because instead of walking off, he dropped his plate on the table opposite me and sat down. “I don’t know, I feel like I’m cheating on you or something, which sounds stupid as we aren’t even dating one another.” I looked down at the table and quietly said, “I’m sorry I’ve ruined things for you. Jax said the bond forces you to feel things for me, like an evil love Spell or something that you’re powerless against.” Romulus laughed and shook his head at his brother. “Jax can be overly dramatic. Don’t worry, it’s not like that, I’m not sure how to describe it, the moon goddess isn’t cruel or unfair, your true mate is someone you would naturally develop feelings for whether that’s right away or later on down the line, you wouldn’t be mated to someone who you despised for example, someone who you’d never be attracted to, and I don’t just mean physically attracted to but emotionally too. You don’t have to accept your mate and yes, I suppose it does somewhat soften you towards your mate, but other than that everything you feel is your own, the bond just intensifies those feelings, a f.ucking lot, but they are still your own feelings, the bond doesn’t magically force you to have feelings. You were already attracted to Fenris before he was revealed as your true mate, I bet.” I nodded and he said, “and Jax and you definitely had something going on there already.” I nodded again but said, “you never liked me though, so why are you suddenly being nicer?” “I was just being a shallow d.ick, I like your personality, I admit I let my wolf side take over and treated you like s.hit because you’re an omega, but even with all that I still had this underlining feeling of wanting to protect you. I’m an alpha wolf, so naturally I feel protective of weaker wolves, and I’m just as alpha and dominant in the bedroom too, I admit you being an omega did intrigue me and I wondered what it would be like to dominate you sexually.” He didn’t become flustered or awkward like Fenris or Jax might have, clearly he was very confident with his sexuality and he carried on, “besides Sheila and maybe one other, all the other females are dominant, and while they let me dominate them to an extent, there’s still that confident and dominant side to them that never completely goes away, so I wondered how different it would be to have not just a submissive, but someone more than that, an omega to dominate, I wondered if you’re as much an omega in bed as you are out of it.” “Fenris said something similar before,” I said. “And what did you tell him?” “I didn’t give an answer.” “Don’t tell me you’re the opposite in bed and actually super dominant,” he half joked. I laughed and shook my head, “definitely not, I’m very much my omega self still, plus I don’t have much experience being a virgin.” “I forgot You’re a virgin.” he groaned, “f***k, thats hot. So would you be a good girl for me in bed and do as you’re told?” I blushed hotly with the sudden dirty talk and nodded. “f***k, the things I’d do to you.” He looked me over hungrily and said, “I know you like Jax, with the way you two act together it’s obvious, but if you haven’t f.ucked him, I’m guessing you’re a good girl and not willing to f***k for fun?” “Definitely not.” He sat back and quietly looked me over and asked once more, “you sure?” “I’m sure.” “S.hit, I need to go have a wank.” “Romulus!” I gasped. He wasn’t even fazed, standing up he winked at me, “don’t worry love, you’ll be the only girl on my mind.” When he was gone, I just sat there thinking what the hell had just happened, had Romulus, the meanest one, really just flirted and talked dirty with me? All those times he had been mean, he had also been thinking about me sexually? He was so good at acting repulsed by me, it was hard to believe. When I headed up to bed later that night, I fell asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow. I woke up the next morning to warmth and leaned back against it, wriggling to get more comfy. “Mm, good morning to you too, darling.” My eyes flew open, and I turned to see I was pressed up against Jax. I sat up and turned to face him. “Jax! What the hell!” He sat up too and went to stroke my hair from my face, but I s.lapped his hand away. “What do you want?” I asked. “I came to say sorry for being a horrible c.unt.” “Why now?” “Because I’ve calmed down, and I hate seeing you sad, especially because of me. You tried telling me how you felt when I rejected you, but I ignored everything you said and was more interested in whether you’d f.ucked my brother. I’m sorry for not caring more about your feelings.” “Do you have a split personality?” I asked. He laughed and answered, “not that I’m aware of.” Growing more serious, he took my hand in his and said, “I’m not good when it comes to letting people in and getting close to me, I did what I always do and turned nasty and pushed you away emotionally. I meant what I said though, me rejecting you is more than just not wanting you, I don’t want to talk about it, but I don’t want you thinking it’s just me not wanting you either.” “You’ve barely spoken to me, and then you said the cruelest thing to me, that the mate bond forces you all to want me and none of it’s real.” “I know, I’m sorry, I was being a c.unt, it doesn’t work like that and besides, before you were revealed as our true mate you know I wanted you.” “To have s**x with,” I snorted. He laughed and said, “well yeah, I like you a lot Rose, I’d happily f***k you and fool around with you, I just can’t give you the commitment that you want.” I nodded, looking down at the bed and changed the subject. “You were scary in that fight yesterday.” “Sorry, I didn’t mean to lose my s.hit like that.” “Why did you? What did Fenris say?” “Nothing I don’t already know.” “Like what?” “I’m a horrible c.unt, I shouldn’t have spoken to you like that or tried flirting with you after I’d literally just rejected you as a mate. I told him to go f***k himself and said I didn’t give a s.hit about you.” He pulled me into his lap and hugged me saying, “not true by the way, I do care about you.” “How did it become a physical fight?” I didn’t push him away and allowed myself even if for only a few minutes, to enjoy being in his arms. “That’s when I lost my s.hit, what I said pissed him off, so he tried winding me up describing how wet and tight your p*****. was and telling me you squirted on his d.ick while he f.ucked you.” I blushed hard super embarrassed, and knew I’d be having words with Fenris for sharing that Information. “You want my v.agina that bad?” I tried to joke. He grabbed my chin and made me look at him, “I don’t just want to f***k your p*****. Rose, I have feelings for you and I don’t like that Fenris is the only one who gets to f***k you and have you all to himself. He should have known better than to torment me like that.” “What do you mean?” I whispered. “We both know I’m a bit f.ucked in the head, making me jealous isn’t a good idea, In that moment I wanted to go find you and own you.” When I looked at him puzzled, he sighed in frustration. “You’re so naive, I wanted to f***k you Rose, I wanted to f***k you so bad and make him watch, I wanted to pin you down and f***k you whether you wanted it or not.” “You don’t like that sort of stuff, though?” “No I don’t, but my wolf side doesn’t give a s.hit, especially when it’s my mate. I would never ever hurt you, not even like that, but the thought did cross my mind when I lost control.” “What if you lost control during s**x with me?” “I wouldn’t.” “But if you did, would you?” “No, I would cut my own d.ick off before I’d ever do something like that to you, I admit I might get rough with you and pin you down and s.hit, but if you told me to stop I would, if I didn’t, I give you permission to slap me to my senses and then beat the s.hit out of me.” “Pfft, yes because I’d win against the likes of you.” He grinned at my reply and said, “I wouldn’t fight you back, obviously. I’d let you hit me.” “Why thank you my alpha king.” I tried to do a dramatic bow, but he pulled me back against him and tickled me. “Alright dramatic b.itch.” He stopped tickling me and said, “I wouldn’t mind you calling me that in bed.” “My alpha king?” I laughed. “Yeah, I’ll f***k you and ask, ‘who’s your alpha and you’ll moan, you are Jax, you’re my alpha’.” He tried a poor imitation of my voice and I shoved him playfully. “You like the whole being called daddy thing, I take it?” I teased. “Never tried it but darling I’ll be whatever you want me to be.” His words made me feel hot with desire, the thought of calling him daddy turned me on, was that weird of me? Maybe, but I liked the whole being looked after and cared for by someone strong, it was more a dom and sub thing rather than actually thinking of him as my real father, I suppose the role of a caregiver or something which I’d clearly lacked in my life. I guess I wasn’t going to be such a vanilla kind of girl and that was ok, or so I convinced myself. I was quiet for too long because Jax pushed me down on the bed and leaned above me. “You’re thinking dirty things about me being your daddy now, aren’t you,” he teased. I tried to hide my blushing face but he pinned my wrists above my head. “I’ll be your daddy if that’s what you want, darling.” He kissed me down my neck and I moaned, “I quite like the whole you being my alpha.” “I’ll certainly be your alpha, and as your alpha I want you to take your panties off for me.” I hesitated, and he looked at me, “do you want me?” He asked. “You know I do.” He sat back up and pulled me with him, so we were both on our knees on the bed. He smiled tenderly at me. “Just not like this, you need more than s**x and fun.” I nodded and he hugged me. “It’s ok, I promise I’ll try not to come onto you anymore. I’ll just be your friend.” “I swear, you always say that,” I mumbled into his chest. He grinned and let me go, “I know, sorry, I’ll behave better around you from now on.”
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