My Emotional Eyes

I feel sad.... I feel alone.... I feel betrayed by everybody Is this the life that you leave to me? For God sake!! for your sake!!! Its been a long day, to think to much that you are not gonna be a normal person, you need to be invisible so they cannot know who you really is. This is me the person that you wish not to see everyday in your life, the person who can take your life as easy as you snap. So be careful when you see me, please don't talk to me if you love yourself I know you understand it. I'm Ava Rose Luther 17 years old, I have a loving mother Sophia Vine Luther, a father? I really don't know where He is since I born. My mother said He died on a car accident. But you know what is crazy I really know what happened to him, and its driving me crazy everyday. The times became days, the days became weeks, the weeks became months and months became years...... Time passing by , but the pain still inside I'm still broken inside. And  this is the reason why....... I'm not a normal girl so help me to be one.