Chapter 1
###Chapter1
Xia Anran staggered home, her stomach burning with fire. She drank a whole box of beer. As soon as she walked, her internal organs were about to bump out.
The moment he thought of the middle-aged man who was drinking, he shouted excitedly," Drink it!" "Drink it!" His voice was loud and his stomach was filled with sticky nausea.
As soon as she entered, she saw Le Sijie leaning on the sofa, expressionless.
With a trace of anticipation, Xia Anran walked over from afar and barely managed to stand firm. Facing the coldness of the Le Sijie, Xia Anran smiled." Si Jie, the project has been taken down."
"Got it." Le Sijie didn't even bother to raise his eyelids and coldly said.
He had thought that he would feel distressed when he saw his sorry state, but his ruthlessness only meant that Xia Anran overestimated his position in his heart.
"Go!" "Take off your clothes." The Le Sijie's bright eyes flashed through a secret and secretive manner, piercing through the dull desire.
"Si Jie, I drank too much tonight. My stomach hurts so much. Can I just go to bed?" Her eyes were like water, and her voice was gentle as if she was praying.
"No."
Actually, desire wasn't very intense, but when she saw her, she wanted to vent it.
Faced with the order not to resist, Xia Anran nodded. He did not have the right to refuse. His feet were soft and could not walk steadily. He held the wall with one hand and unbuttoned his clothes with the other.
"Hurry up!" Xia Sijie ordered.
"Si Jie, I'm really tired. Please spare me tonight. I beg you." Under the illumination of the lights, An Ran eyes glistened with tears and her voice was as weak as a cat.
"Stop talking nonsense! "Quickly take it off."
His tone was firm and there was no room for discussion.
Le Sijie crossed her legs and looked down from above. Her eyes were cold as she looked at Xia Anran in front of her. She took off her clothes layer by layer and her only self-esteem. The sense of humiliation and shame deeply stung her.
She thought to herself, as long as she could stay by Le Sijie's side, this grievance was nothing.
Before he could finish taking her off, Le Sijie grabbed her and placed her on the bed. Xia Anran felt dizzy, he couldn't help but feel sleepy." Look at you like a puddle of mud. Go take a bath!" Le Sijie had a look of disgust on his face. He wanted to torment her, but Xia Anran barely opened his sleepy eyes. He didn't say anything and put up his last strength to bathe.
The more humble she accepted him, the more she wanted to torture him. In her heart, the last thing she wanted to admit was that he wanted her to go against him, but she was so obedient.
For a moment, Le Sijie felt that he was not something, but he was immediately restrained by reason.
In his heart, Xia Anran was nothing more than a woman who had changed her mind.
If it wasn't for that, why would he have followed another man to escape at the wedding?
An Ran gritted his teeth and thought that coming back to his side was completely humiliating himself, overestimating himself. What was the difference between living like this and Purgatory...
###Chapter2
As the phone notification sounded, it broke the silence and confusion in the room. Le Sijie stood up and pulled away. Seeing Le Sijie serious expression on his face, he didn't even need to think An Ran know who it was.
Le Sijie didn't send the voice to Xia Anran, but did n' t want the woman to hear her breathing. So, she clicked on the phone and said," Alright, I'll go right now."
Le Sijie stood up and put on his clothes." It's already 12 o' clock. Can we not go?" Xia Anran lay on the bed and grabbed the corner of his suit.
"Qing'er's stomach hurts. I have to hurry over. Do you still have that painkiller?" Seeing that Xia Anran didn't react, a trace of displeasure appeared on his face. However, due to his request, he pressed back and said," It's the painkillers you girls get for those few days a month."
Seeing Le Sijie the other woman's face filled with anxiety, An Ran's heart ached. Ever since she was with Le Sijie Meng Yuqing she had tried every means to call her over. It was so small that she was so hungry to buy snacks that she felt sick and depressed.
Le Sijie had always been Iceberg Prince, but when faced with her, she was always available.
"No."
"Then put on your clothes and go buy them. I don't know about your girls." Le Sijie's face darkened, and his displeasure was undisguised.
Hearing this, Xia Anran felt as if his heart was in a terrible jam. He couldn't make a sound when he tried to refuse.
Her body was tired and aching, and her lower body was burning. Not to mention going down to such a far place to buy medicine, the current situation was unbearable even to go to the bathroom.
Moreover, it was November and it was cold and dark outside. How could he bear it?
"Are you going?" This wasn't a consultation, but rather a lack of patience to negotiate.
Xia Anran sneered in his heart. Without saying anything, he sat up and began to put on his clothes.
After all these years, did Meng Yuqing add to the emptiness in his heart?
She didn't dare to be negligent in her actions. She was n' t a petty woman after enduring so many times.
In the middle of the night in the north, the cold wind was bone-chilling. He came out in a hurry and only wore a single coat. In a short while An Ran his whole body froze. His stomach was so painful that he couldn't walk, but he forced himself back. When he entered the room, he tossed the medicine to Le Sijie.
Le Sijie looked at Xia Anran slightly purple lips and was just about to say something when he was replaced by a gloomy expression.
"What is this?"
"Nothing. I'm pregnant." Xia Anran raised his head in a daze and saw the words' fetal medicine' on the medicine box. He shouted in a deep voice.
She almost said it casually.
Le Sijie frowned and turned around to take out a cigarette from his pocket." How long has it been?" Suddenly, he remembered what he had just done. The lighter couldn't slide up and he was a little anxious.
"Two months." Xia Anran, his face turned ashen.
"Two months." Le Sijie pinched the cigarette and repeated Xia Anran words," You won't tell me for two months. Xia Anran, when did you have such an idea?"
Before he could finish, he went over to pinch her chin. It wasn't strong, but it was enough to hurt her. "Xia Anran, let me tell you, even if it's destroyed, it's not up to you to control it."
Le Sijie gritted his teeth, his eyes burning with anger." You're not worthy."
Xia Anran did not resist and looked at him with sad eyes. It was as if he was willing to accept his cruel torture as if he had seen through him. She never wanted to have a child.
However, Xia Anran couldn't be too selfish. Using an innocent life to stake love was too costly.
……
At the central hospital.
An Ran sat on the bench in the corridor with the test sheet in hand. Only when she was called to the hospital office by Nurse did she regain her composure.
She sat awkwardly across from the hospital. Since three years ago, she had instinctively resisted the hospital.
Doctor flipped through the An Ran's test report and looked up." Do you know your physical condition?"
An Ran nodded." I... "I know."
"Since you know, you still dare to get pregnant?" Doctor was obviously unhappy with An Ran behavior.
An Ran throat tightened. His hands that were hanging on his knees clenched into fists," I ……"
Doctor eyes glanced at him, wanting to say something but stopped, and sighed.
"Your body shouldn't be pregnant right now. You should know it, right? Even if you had given birth to your child, there was no guarantee that the child would be like you in the future ……"
These words An Ran like a blow to the head!
"You' re saying——" She couldn' t say anything stuck in her throat. She looked at Doctor helplessly." No... Was it impossible? This child might ……"
How could Doctor not understand what An Ran was thinking? He had seen such a person a lot. Although his heart was filled with pity, he could not lie to her.
"The genetic probability is as high as 90%."
An Ran bit her lower lip and her heart sank bit by bit.
She clearly knew what she had experienced three years ago. She knew that such a life was not something that ordinary people could bear...
How could she bear to let her child experience such pain?
In that case, in that case...
"Give up the child." In the end, Doctor said what An Ran thought.
An Ran didn't know how she sat at the entrance of the operating room. She was holding a test sheet in her hand, and Doctor helpless words echoed in her mind.
She... How could he not want to keep this child? How could she not wish to have this child born?
She also wanted to have a child that belonged to her and Le Sijie.
But... In the end, she was still delusional.
She was already very happy that she could return to Le Sijie's side. She could no longer ask for anything else.
"Xia Anran, it's your turn."
The operating room door was opened. Nurse stood at the door and shouted at An Ran.
An Ran's body trembled and her hand that was holding the test sheet tightened. She took a deep breath and her expression stiffened. However, she still stood up and walked towards the operating room step by step.
But before she could take a few steps, a voice filled with shock and anger rang out in this pale space.
"Xia Anran! !"
Le Sijie ran over angrily. He rushed in front of Xia Anran and grabbed her wrist. His eyes were filled with rage." How dare you abort my child?" You really have a lot of guts! "What did I tell you last night?"
An Ran looked at the person who suddenly appeared in front of her in shock. Her pale lips trembled slightly.
"Si Jie..." How could he appear?
Shouldn't he be with Meng Yuqing right now?
"What tricks do you want to play?" Xia Anran, tell me, what are you playing with! ?"
Le Sijie roared. His eyes were filled with anger and... An imperceptible pain.
Three years ago, she didn't tell him to leave. At their wedding, she had disappeared completely.
And this time, she actually wanted to personally abort his child!
She was heartless!
This woman was simply a heartless woman!
"I didn't ……" An Ran said weakly," Le Sijie, I already said that I would n' t want this child..."
"I'm afraid it's not that you don't want this child, but that you do n' t want this child because it's mine, right? !
###Chapter3
An Ran was stunned as he stared at the tip of his shoe. He looked at Le Sijie dejectedly and asked,
"What do you mean?" "
The continuous flow of people made the corridor even more crowded. The two of them stood there, attracting the attention of the surrounding people. Le Sijie pulled her over to a secluded place and let go of her.
He took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it.
These days, the addiction to smoking became more and more intense. The smoke-filled confined space made the atmosphere tense.
"Xia Anran you're too self-righteous. I ca n' t stop Le Sijie thing I want." He twisted the cigarette and pressed it on the ground. He turned around and angrily charged at Xia Anran.
She lowered her head with an indifferent expression. Her face was one hundred percent apologetic, but there was a hidden determination in her eyes.
He didn't need to explain, but Le Sijie knew that he had always understood that she was like this. She was used to messing up other people's lives and leaving irresponsibly. She was docile and stubborn on the surface, selfish and annoying.