Undefeated Mother

21. I'm yours (long)

Felicity Pov

What was I doing? I was giving myself up to him, again. I promised myself and Estrid that this was not the man I loved, he was long gone. But Estrid wasn’t allowing me to move, she saw Kilian in her own form and didn’t kill him.

Hearing about the curse and about his love towards me warmed my heart but I couldn’t let myself become weak, he had a Luna at home. One he trusted Cassius with.  I felt his hands making their way to my breasts, caressing them with hunger that I could only satisfy. Each touch relit the flame that died years ago. Each soft breath on my skin made me weak in my knees.

“Kilian stop” I whispered; I didn’t even persuade myself saying it. I wrapped my hands around his neck and pulled him in closer. My eyes kept switching between Estrid’s and mine, she didn’t want to come out and kill him, she wanted to enjoy this as much as me.

“Are you sure?” he asked, sliding his hands from my breasts down to my hips pulling my closer . I knew what I wanted and I knew it was wrong. I wrapped my legs around his torso and was pushed against the wall. “Yeah didn’t think so” he smirked.

I unwrapped my legs and grabbed his hand in mine, I knew where this was going to go and one of us had to stop it. He wasn’t mine, not anymore.

“You have a finance” I panted out.

“It’s a contract marriage, I don’t love her, I don’t need her. It’s you, Felicity , I need you. Cassius needs you…”

“I can’t leave, but I have to agree… I need you too” I grabbed his hands and led him out of the room and down the hall to my bedroom. My heart was pounding and I could hear Estrid purring in my head. I led Kilian into my bathroom and locked the door.

“You stink of blood, you have cuts and bruises and we need a shower ” I commented whilst taking of my clothes. I didn’t take my eyes off of him the whole time, as I stood there in my underwear and walked slowly towards him. I pulled his shirt off and grazed his well-toned abs with my fingers. The lingering feeling stayed in my stomach; I couldn’t help the feeling of completion. I moved my fingers down to his pelvis and unbuckled his trousers. I looked up at his face and I saw the tension build up. He was sick and tired of the teasing and he needed a release.

“We?” he asked.

I turned around and walked into the shower, I kept my back turned away from him. The hot water ran down my body into every crevis, the warm feeling  that was in my stomach spread over my whole body. The mate bond only got stronger as I felt him standing behind me. His soft hands unhooked my bra and slowly took it off. He grabbed my hips and slowly turned me around to face him, I knew he was about to say something cheeky; he had his stupid smirk on his face.

“You’re still wearing too many clothes” Kilian’s lips made their way from my neck to my breasts all the way down my body. He slipped my panties off as I stepped out of them. Kilian stood back up and moved his hands lower below my waist, he was feeling my naked body. Kilian was hungry, starving for more, his heart was pumping a lot more blood, louder and faster, he was growing with every passing second.

“Say it, I want to hear what you used to say” he whispered into my hear whilst he pushed me against the wet glass shower wall. “Say it”.

“I’m yours” I confessed.

I heard a growl come from deep inside his throat, his possessive side was back. I admitted that I was his and he was ready to claim me again. He knelt down and opened my legs with his hands. I put my thighs on either side of his head and I felt his hot breath on my throbbing entrance. I don’t know how I didn’t fall over. I grabbed his hair making him look up at me before he started.

“Kilian I’ve changed, I’ve had children” his face didn’t change he only grinned wider.

As his lips touched my entrance I couldn’t help but moan out loud, I felt every bump on his tongue every time he swallowed and breathed in. I wrapped my legs tighter around his head as I steered at the ceiling that was slowly starting to steam up. My breathing got faster and harder, he knew every inch of my body and he knew how to pleasure me well. As I gripped his hair tighter I felt his palms running up my thighs.

“Yesss” I hissed. I couldn’t control my feeling and my thoughts, I didn’t want to know where to start or where to finish, I couldn’t think what this meant, was it real or just my imagination. I was missing this sensation for years. He suddenly let me go and wrapped my legs around his torso.

“I want you” he said roughly as his hands made their way to my neck squeezing it gently.

“Harder” I ordered, slowly his hands tightened around my neck. I remembered when he told me that he would be the dominant one on our wedding night. His eyes got darker and he knew exactly what I meant. As he thrusted into me, all sound was drowned by my moan. Kilian gave me an evil smile and tightened his hands around my neck.

“f**k darling, I’ve missed you” he said thrusting deeper into me, I don’t want him to leave me, I needed more of him I needed to feel him c*m inside of me. I bucked my hips forward  away from the wall, I was moving up and down his length enjoying every inch. I didn’t realise how long I kept my breath in, I manged to take his hands of my neck and finally breathe in.

“f**k… me…. Please” I said between each thrust.

Suddenly I had a deep desire to mark him, I knew I was close as my walls were closing in on him, every time his heart pumped mine would match. I wrapped my hands around his neck and pulled his head to the side, exposing his neck. I need him to be mine, I needed to claim him again.

I leaned forward arching my back, kissing his neck I realised the feeling it gave me. My canines came out on their own as I saw the fait marks on his neck. This was my job, my mark, my mate. I sunk my canines into his neck only to feel his in mine.

“Aaaaaahhh” I moaned in extasy feeling him inside of me. The faint taste of blood only powered me more, I sank my teeth deeper making Kilian drop us down to his knees.

“Darling stop” he whimpered into my ear as he pulled out his canines.

Kilian Pov

My hands ran through her hair massaging her scalp, I don’t remember how many times we tried to get out of this shower as we kept on stopping to have s*x. I had her in all positions begging for more. I thanked the Moon Goddess for my mate being a Royal and having this much power and resilience. Every time I came I couldn’t wait to go again. I felt like I was on a hundred year strike and she was my salvation.

I looked down at her leg and noticed that it was already healed leaving a small scar. As I washed her back, I wanted to take her again from behind but I had to restrain myself. My fingers traced small scars on her back. They were relatively new but she turned around swiftly as soon as she saw me looking at them.

“Goblins love fighting, but they don’t always fight fair” she joked.

“I should have been there to protect you, no one should touch you, you’re mine” I kissed her forehead and leaned mine against hers.

“You know I still can’t come with you right?”  she asked.

“Yeah, I know”.

We got out of the shower and whilst I waited for her to bring me some fresh clothes, more than likely Francis’,  I looked around the bedroom with a towel around my waist. I saw old maps of the local clans and the treaties made. A small necklace caught my attention, it was a small Marble stone in the middle of a silver eye. I knew what it represented and I knew that she would see it every night.

“Here you go” she said walking into the room with a  pile of clothes in their hands.

“I'm going to New York to meet with the Elders and talk to them about Lucas’ Stonecross pack becoming my sister pack. I was thinking about taking Francis with me”. She knew what I meant; his mate would be there.

“Was that the only reason you came here, to pick him up?” she asked walking up to me.

I pushed a small strand of black hair behind her ear. “You know I came here for you, but I cannot force you . Just please know that I will always love you and I will always need you darling”.

“Same here darling” she teased me. “But packs are being attacked. Rouges are being killed and humans are used as collateral damage. A second Royal was awake in order to protect our world, I don’t know what’s going on but please Kilian be ready. I have a bad gut feeling”.

“We really are star-crossed lovers aren’t we?” I pulled her in for a hug whilst she rested her head on my shoulder. “Can I visit you and Cassidy?” I asked.

“Kilian you’re getting married, I don’t think she would appreciate it and I don’t want to mess Cassidy about. This is the life she knows, please don’t destroy it. It’s better for her to have a father who she doesn’t know than her thinking he lives somewhere else and is not here with her” she said whilst I felt my shoulder getting wet. I wasn’t going to force her to do anything she didn’t want to.

“I will figure this out. I will find whoever tired to break us up and kill them slowly”.

“Maybe it was destiny for us to be apart maybe we were supposed to raise our children separately”.

After I got dressed I walked downstairs to find Felicity saying goodbye to Francis who looked confused as always. Bane got angry by the sight, I knew he was her twin brother but he couldn’t help it, he knew she was our mate. Felicity appreciated the fact that I was thinking about her bother. Around her some of the Daughters were bleeding and some were already bandaged up.

“How many dead?” I asked looking around the room. I wasn’t concerned with the answer I was actually looking for Cassidy.

“Seven but not a single human survived” she said proudly. “She’s not here, she’s asleep”  Felicity mind linked so no-one would hear.

“Will you tell her about me?”

“She already knows that her father was the strongest person I have ever known. She also knows that she was born out of love and has Alpha blood running through her. She will make you proud”. She gave me a little smile and turned back to face Francis.

“You don’t have to come back if you don’t want to. Naomi will be there but please don’t get yourself killed. She is now part of the Elders’ army and those bastards will do anything to keep her. Don’t make it obvious that’s she’s your mate”.

“Stop being the big sister. I won’t tell them who I am. I’ll just say I’m part of Marble” he picked up his bag and walked out of the house.

“Mother I will come back soon . I will drop Francis off on my way back to Marble” I held my hand out for her to shake it.

“Please re-consider, I will be back”.

She shook my hand and turned around to walk away.