Crush

NARI KIM Do you ever wish you'd never had fallen in love? I mean of course you've have. I regret even telling him that day.  How I'd watched him afar, how I've admired his cerulean eyes, the ones you could get lost in and never want to leave. I regret it so much. It only ever brought me pain from telling him. I regret falling in love. And not being able to come back up. °°° It was like any other school day. Get up a 5:00 a.m. to get that little hour of peace and quiet before my younger sister would get up. Moisturizing my incredibly dark skin that I would get bullied for daily. Colorism is a shame to say. I pick out an orange cropped sweater with light blue ripped jeans and my checkered white and black slip on Vans. I decide to just go with some concealer, highlighter, eyeshadow, and lip gloss for my make-up today. I put on some deodorant and check the time to see that it was 5:58 a.m. I head upstairs to wake up my 4 year old little sister Takeishma. "Keeee, it's time to get uppp.", I say as I lightly say as I shake her. My baby sister was already a heartbreaker in Preschool. She was was about a light mahogany color with 4b curls that were extra coily, especially when wet. She was pretty tall for age and she was to my hip and that was saying something since I  stood at 5'2". She reached out her arms to me mainly because she was tired and did not feel like getting up. I take her in my arms and walk down the stairs. "Mornin' Mom.", as I see my beautiful mom slaving on the stove. She wipes her forehead, "Morning Babies." "Where's Dad at?", I ask speaking of my step-dad, Ke's real dad. "He went to work a little bit ago.", she replies stirring the eggs. "Okay." Thomas, or Dad, was a Puerto Rican, White, and Black mix. He married my Mom when I was in the 5th grade and they had My Everything when I was in the 6th. I was a sophomore in high school. "Well, I'm finna go get Kei changed." "Alright." "Tum on butt-butt.", I say as I pick her up. I take her to her room and look in her closet for her outfit of the day. I smirk finding her the perfect outfit. It was an Orange Thrasher sweater, ripped acid was blue jeans that had fabric in the rips, and her checkered Vans. I put the outfit on and put her in two slicked down low buns. She and I take a picture in the mirror and I post it on i********:. With the caption: 'Mini me and I‍' I laugh seeing a comment from my bestfriend: apwussyhoecoukdneva: DATS MY BESTFRANN!! aesthetxxally.joonie: Thanxs boo❤❤ I close the app and went downstairs to grab my keys and drive Kei and I to school. If I had known what would've happened that day. I probably would've just stayed in bed.