Lionel I'm sitting on the bench, my back is aching from all the stiffness, but I can't leave this place. It's been days and still nothing positive from the doctors. My heart is almost giving up. I can't lose them. Not again. I made a mistake before and lost them, but right now I can't stand losing them. But when she just confessed her feelings towards me. Not when I've decided to live a good life just for the both of them. Be a good partner and father. I don't know how fast that accident happened. I took only a couple of minutes to park the car and when I was heading to join them, the only thing I could see, was how the car was heading for them. It happened so fast and before I could even get to them, there was a loud bang and I could hear Xander scream as he was thrown across th

