Upset
882 Words
Cathy POV
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I couldn’t believe I was being forced to head back to a pack I ran from. The mate I ran from. I tried to keep an indifferent air about me in the car but it was difficult. Deidra had gone silent but I felt a pull towards him. Keeping her hidden and my scent fully masked was a full time job and I was petrified at any time I would lose control and Jackson would force me to stay with him.
Alaric mistook me being upset. He was trying to console me. He probably assumed I didn’t want to be around supes as it was draining for a human. It didn’t actually affect me but I pretended. I didn’t want to illicit any more interest from Jackson so I left Alaric possessively rest his hand on my knee. I knew this would lead to him thinking I was giving in but I just needed a diversion.
Jackson didn’t seem bothered however. He continued reading some paperwork. He occasionally looked at me and Alaric and down to Alaric’s hand. I swear I saw his eyes darken for a moment but as fast as I saw it, it was gone. Maybe it was just my imagination. I was probably paranoid after all.
I watched out the window as if I didn’t know these roads like the back of my hand. Pretending to be interested whenever we passed through any town. It wasn’t long til we reached the gates to my personal hell for years. This place truly was t*****e. I felt bad for any girls who also lived in this hellhole. I couldn’t help a small grimace that came over my face as we passed by the omega housing. I know it didn’t go unnoticed by anyone. Yet no one commented.
“We normally keep warrior guests in the army barracks but it seems fair to keep you two in the pack house. Much nicer location as I’m sure you’re used to” Hudson looked pointedly at Alaric who hid his emotions but I felt the annoyance rolling off him at the suggestion he was pampered. Which he was.
“Wherever is fine. We can make home together anywhere” he stressed together a little hard for my liking so I discreetly elbowed his side. He gave nothing away as we were trained to hide pain but I knew it would bruise and he dropped his hand almost instantly.
“Yes well we don’t allow for inmates couples to uh stay in the same rooms… I mean I know you’re not wolves so I guess unmarried?” Hudson looked unsure and a little afraid to offend. Although I was annoyed he only seemed to be afraid of Alaric.
“That isn’t of issue. We aren’t together. We are just a team” I stated. I think I said it a bit too loudly as I saw Jackson’s ears perk up from the car as he was instructing omegas of where our luggage went. Why did I do that. I wanted to mentally slap myself.
Alaric just grunted and nodded at Hudson to lead the way. I could feel my amulets power waning and knew I needed to rest soon. Almost the moment Hudson showed me my room I closed the door and fell to the ground with my back to the door and ripped the amulet off. It had started to burn my skin from its overexertion. My blonde hair tumbled down behind me and I felt my body fill out more. I sighed and leaned up from the door. I turned to lock it as I did every night and realized there was no lock. I began to panic. Anyone could walk in here and discover my identity at anytime. No this wouldn’t do. For now I’ll barricade it and tomorrow I’ll ask to switch rooms.
I wasn’t as strong in my natural form but I used every inch of my muscle to push the armoire, desk, and chair to block the door. It would take some serious work to get in here. I would have enough time to get my amulet on before that. Frustrated I leaned back. The only thing that could’ve gone worse today is someone discovering my identity. Luckily I was spared of that. I went to the shower and let myself melt in the hot water.
I heard quite a bit of ruckus from above me. Laughing and soon some less desirable noises. Ugh Jackson must be entertaining someone again. And I would have to listen to it again. Ever since Deidra left I hadn’t felt any pains. I assumed she took those with her when she left. I felt terrible it was a burden she dealt with on her own. Especially considering her mate wasn’t the man w***e.
I leaned against the bed frame and reflected on my life. How the world has shifted. A year ago I was miserable and trapped here, then I thrived for a whole year. Now I’m back here. In this miserable pack. But I’m different now. I’m not the pitiful omega with scars marring her face. No I was a hunter now and no one would dare disgrace me.
I am back and I’m not here to play.
- Writer
