Chapter Eighty One Here I was looking into the eyes of the man that I absolutely love and I was here, everything was happening and it was not disrupted, it was not destroyed. I was having my moment here with him. I was answering the one question that would finally make this official. He had already made his vows and said yes to me and it was my turn now. As I looked him straight in the eyes, I could not help but tear up yet again. I had been tearing up this entire ceremony and I thought I was done for. I thought I had totally exhausted all the tears I had in my system but right before the words left my mouth, there goes another tear falling down my cheek. This time I did not bother to wipe it away. I did not bother to avoid ruining the makeup that my mother's friend worked so hard on ye

