I just needed to get to a point where I could actually be okay knowing that the person that did that to my parents and ruined my life all those years back was dead. The person needed to be dead or I was not going to be okay. I could not believe I could not even think of one person and that absolutely drove me crazy.
Before I got married to Alpha Kane, we had to decide on who my right hand is to be and who his right hand is to be and that was going to be done tomorrow at the council meeting. That is exactly why Jack was so angry, that is exactly why he was confronting me today because he had already gotten the letter inviting him to the council meeting because he was no longer the immediate candidate to be the alpha's right hand and now he was mad at me. Before then I had to just be sure
