Perhaps it would suddenly stop feeling so strange.
“Okay, come towards me and look me in the eyes, don’t be shy about it,” she said to me and I nodded my head. I was still so nervous, but I took a deep breath before I walked closer to her and let it all out.
Then I extended my hands out for her to take. She held them so firmly. Her hands were so warm and so soft and every time she held me with those hands, I felt something, something that I really did not know how to explain, but it really felt like I was feeling the love that she had for me through her hands.
It was kind of naive for me to believe that she really loved me so much when she did not want to stick around and be in my life, but when I held her hands and I felt how soft and warm they were, it was kind of impossible for me t
