Chapter Fifty One
She had agreed to do it, and I should have been quite happy, feeling like this is a good thing, but for the most part I was nervous. I did not feel like it was a horrible thing, thankfully, but I was mostly nervous and that is not how I wanted to go into it. Not with all this anxiety, not with all this nerves, what if I end up ruining it? Isn't that how spells normally worked? I was so excited for her to lift the spell because I had always felt so incomplete as a wolf, knowing that I could not shift, and even though everyone had always told me that I'm not fully a wolf, I had always wanted to reach that level.
One thing that made me feel inferior my whole life was knowing that I could not shift, I did not have a wolf, and it had tortured me for years of my life. Was it
