Chapter Sixty I was able to just push the negative thoughts to the back of my mind and tell myself that whatever happens, happens and I was actually kind of optimistic about it and I hoped that my gut was telling me the truth, that everything would actually turn out to be okay no matter what happens and if anything, I wanted to believe that things would go precisely how we wanted them to go. I did not want things to turn out any other way. I did not want to think of having to think of another way to prove that we should be getting married because now we had brought up the fact that we have mates and we had to stick it out. At least that is what I assumed. I did not want to think that there was absolutely anything else that could save us from this because it really felt like there was not

