Chapter Forty Eight Is that what this is? Was I able to suddenly see ghosts? I know this may be very strange for you but I'm alive and there are so many things that I need to tell you, so many things I need to do and so many regrets I have of things that I did. She was really rambling on right now and the only thing I was thinking is how on earth is this even real? How on earth am I supposed to handle all of this right now? My heart wanted to skip out of my chest and I was just holding on to it so tight to help myself breathe. I was forgetting to breathe in the middle of the anxiety that I was feeling. “Is it really you?” I asked as she approached me and gave me a hand to hold. I took her hand and allowed her to lift me up. Even the sensation of her skin was just so familiar, so soft and

