Twenty Six I could not believe that it was actually happening. It felt like it was so unreal. I wanted it so badly in the second that led up to it, and now that I had it, I just really felt like I was losing my mind with nervousness, but that did not stop me from reciprocating his kiss. It was magical. He held on to me, pulling me closer to him, and I pushed myself towards him, wrapping my legs around him. What was I doing? I had never even gone this far with Jack because he was always very distant with me. We had never been to the bed over the two years that we spent together. This was definitely the furthest I had gone with any man, and it felt better than I expected it to. It was amazing. His lips moved against mine passionately, and I moaned into the kiss before I wrapped my legs a

